[Verse]
Afraid to shoot my shot, feels like I can’t even talk
You leave my stomach in knots
Hang around the daisies, you’re driving me crazy
But I think I’m fucked

[Chorus]
Wish I could twist this fantasy I'm living in
Drown myself in these what if's
I'm such a fucking pessimist
I want you but issues are caving in
That I think I’ll never fix
Everything is hit or miss

[Verse]
Scared of messing all this up, but I already did
Thought that you faded away, and it’s too late to forgive
But I expected this, I ain’t good enough for you
I still reminisce, and you don’t have a clue

[Bridge]
Too distracted with the traction
Now she’s slipping through my fingers
Drawing blood from this mistake
I hate the feeling, and it lingers
I’m annoyed, I can’t avoid this, I’m tryna figurе out
What I felt with you around, when the sun was so loud

[Chorus]
Wish I could twist this fantasy I'm living in
Drown mysеlf in these what if's
I'm such a fucking pessimist
I want you but issues are caving in
That I think I’ll never fix
Everything is hit or miss

[Sustain]
I learned to love the rain
Since I'm struggling to cope
Tried to text, I was too late
Now she's nowhere on my phone
Looking back at the remains
Conversations left in notes
Should've told you yesterday
But now I'll tell your ghost

[Chorus]
Wish I could twist this fantasy I'm living in
Drown myself in these what if's
I'm such a fucking pessimist
I want you but issues are caving in
That I think I never fix
Everything is hit or miss
Wish I could twist this fantasy I’m living in
Drown myself in these what if’s
I’m such a fucking pessimist
I want you but issues are caving in
That I think I never fix
Everything is hit or miss

[Outro]
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