Hardwired
By Trisha Leaver and Lindsay Currie
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Trisha Leaver
Trisha Leaver is the co-author of Creed and lives on Cape Cod with her husband and children.
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- Rating: 2 out of 5 stars2/5Loved the idea of the book - set in the future when teens can be tested for the "warrior" gene which predisposes them to violence. If they test positive, they are imprisoned, subjected to a series of tests designed to anger them to see if they will react. If they don't ever react, they're sent to a reintegration facility and eventually make their way back home to their families. The reason I didn't like the book is that after the main idea, the book went nowhere. The main character, Lucas, whose brother killed himself AFTER returning home and surviving reintegration, is also on his way to reintegration when his van collides with a van bringing new prisoners to the Bake Shop (the prison). He survives with his best friend and they find out the crash has been engineered by the sister and friends of a boy who is locked up inside the prison because his violence has led to him killing his roomate and he won't be getting out. They agree to help rescue him, they go back to the prison, and eventually, after a big long complicated fight involving everyone, Lucas, his friend and the girl get out. The book just fell apart for me... I didn't believe that Lucas would go back to prison to help rescue the violent inmate. It just didn't work for me, but hey... maybe it's me.
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Hardwired - Trisha Leaver
Vermont.
One
The strobe light above my bed jarred me awake. Its irritatingly bright light was accompanied by an equally annoying buzz that broke through the brief three-minute dream I’d drifted into. A dream about a world where Tyler was alive and I wasn’t trapped inside a concrete shoebox at the mercy of some geneticist’s whims.
I looked up at the circular contraption, thinking of all the destructive ways I could kill it but never planning to act on any of them. Violence was the reaction IGT’s scientists were hoping for, the one reaction that would get me condemned forever.
The thin pillow they’d gifted me did little to block the light, but I yanked it from beneath my head and slapped it over my eyes anyway. You’d think after three nights, I’d be used to their latest form of torture—sleep deprivation—but no. Every time the blasted thing flared to life, I’d shoot out of bed, my feet hitting the cold tile floor as I willed my heart to stop racing. Adrenaline coursed through me, making me edgy, irritable, and ready to lash out at anybody and everything. A few more nights of that, and they’d win. I’d lose what little control I had left and snap, turning myself into the violent threat I swore I’d never become.
Shit, man, get it together.
Frustrated, I jumped down from the top bunk and dropped my head to my knees, forcing my breathing to slow. It didn’t work. It never did.
The temperature in our room was jacked up to over 80 degrees. Sweat poured off my body, trickling into my eyes and screwing with my already hazy vision. I didn’t know how much longer I could take this. Three nights of being jolted awake every thirteen minutes and seven seconds had me seriously contemplating giving up. At least locked away in a cell surrounded by darkness and silence, I would’ve been able to sleep.
Chris grunted and flopped over on the bottom bunk, then settled back into the mattress and started snoring again. I watched him for a minute, jealousy flooding my system. He’d obviously found a way to block out the lights, not even flinching as they flashed above us in a blinding crescendo of torment. I needed to figure out how he did it, bribe him if need be, perhaps with my dessert at meals or the magazine I’d smuggled in. Either way, Chris was going to tell me how he’d managed to sleep through this latest test or it was going to be his face and not the flashing light above my bed that I took my anger out on.
The room went blissfully silent, but flashes of silver and white still streaked my vision, each burst ratcheting up my anger. The lights always lasted longer than the noise. Like a tease … a way to poke at us for a few more seconds.
I straightened up and stared at my bunk. I hated the hard-won comfort it offered. Our beds were sparse—a mattress, a blanket, and a flattened pillow. We’d had sheets when we first got here; that is, until the guy across the hall figured out how to tie his into a noose. I don’t think the staff would’ve cared so much if he’d used it on himself. But he went after his roommate, left him dangling over the edge of the metal bedframe. Or so the rumors said.
I shook off that image, my eyes tracking the red light of the surveillance camera mounted in the corner of our room. It flashed twice then died out. It’d taken me a whopping twelve hours my first day to figure out the pattern. The camera would scan the room for five minutes and twenty-seven seconds, then the light would go off. We got two minutes and twelve seconds of surveillance darkness, then the red light would blink on, the watchful eyes of the Bake Shop’s impotent guards recording our every move.
We lived for those brief two-minute stints each night when no one was watching and we could be ourselves. This place was dark and depressing, ate away at any hope you had. But at night, when silence surrounded us and you could trick your mind into thinking you were somewhere else, Chris and I would talk. Stupid little bursts of conversation gave us hope, reminded us that we had families and friends … entire lives waiting for us back home.
I’d tried to ignore Chris at first, spent the better part of two days tuning out his questions. But with nothing but your own dark thoughts to keep you company at night, it got lonely pretty quick. It was either talk to him or lose my mind. In an attempt to stay sane, I broke down and told him on our third night here that I was the catcher for my high school’s baseball team. Chris played left field for his high school team, and so the conversation started and kept going from there. We disagreed on everything, but those stupid arguments were what passed the time as we stumbled through one psychological torment after another.
But that night I was tired and irritated, not exactly thinking straight. I stood there silently watching the surveillance camera and timing my approach. Two cycles later, when the camera went dark, I made my move. I felt my way across the metal bedframe, slipping my hands under Chris’s mattress. He mumbled something in his sleep and rolled over to face the wall. Good, it’d hurt that much more when I shoved him into it.
I took a deep breath and jerked one side of his mattress up, sending Chris tumbling into the wall. He wasn’t hurt—I made sure to check my strength before I heaved him up and over—but he was definitely awake and just as irritated as me.
What the hell, Lucas?
Chris grumbled as he rubbed his forehead.
He went to say something else, but I waved him off, jutting my chin in the direction of the camera. I’d been keeping time in my head and in less than five seconds, there’d be three sets of eyes watching our every move.
Not wanting the guards to question why I was out of my bunk, I moved over to the urinal affixed to the far wall. Chris sighed and played along, laying back against his pillow and pretending to be asleep.
Off,
Chris said, letting me know it was safe to turn around.
You want to tell me how you’ve managed to sleep through that
—I paused only long enough to gesture to the light above my bunk; it was going off again, like a messed-up disco ball on speed—for the past three nights?
Chris gave me a blank stare, not hearing anything I’d said. I fought the urge to shake him, to take out all my exhaustion on his expressionless face. But Chris was the closest thing to a friend I had in here, the only person I trusted, and I needed him on my side.
How. Are you. Sleeping. Through that?
I repeated my question, my words slow and exaggerated as I tried to rein in my frustration.
What?
Chris nearly screamed the word at me, and for a second I feared I’d accidently done some real damage to his head when I’d shoved him into the wall. He sat up and cleared his eyes with the heels of his hand, then pulled out a small wad of paper from his right ear. He had earplugs in. Homemade earplugs.
He yanked the other plug out and dropped it to the bed. I picked it up, curious as to how he’d pulled it off. They looked like nothing more than balled-up pieces of paper, but to my knowledge, there wasn’t any paper in this room. We didn’t even have toilet paper in there. Piss all you wanted in the urinal bolted to the wall, but if you needed to take a dump, yeah … best wait for morning when you had access to the communal bathrooms. God forbid they’d give the potentially unstable teens a newspaper or box of tissues. I mean, if sheets could be used as a deadly weapon, imagine what kind of destructive device we could’ve made with something as lethal as toilet paper.
I shook my head in disgust. Nothing was allowed in our rooms that might’ve been deemed a distraction. Our only amusement was each other, and we all knew how well that had worked out across the hall.
Where did you get this?
I asked, unfolding the paper. I could make out a few letters, but not enough to form any words, never mind give me a clue as to where’d he gotten a book.
From the magazine you snuck in here and hid in your mattress,
Chris said, at the exact same time I flipped the torn piece of paper over and glimpsed a fragment of the picture. It was my magazine all right, and if I was seeing straight, that was Miss January.
I scrunched the wads of paper back up and fitted them to my own ears. My Playboy, my ear plugs. What about the light?
I asked. Noise aside, it was the light that bothered me most. It had a way of messing with my vision so badly that I wanted to claw my eyes out of my own head.
That’s all you.
Chris chuckled as he settled back into his bed. It’s above your bunk, not mine. Your ass pretty much blocks it out.
Son of a bitch. Here I was, sleep-deprived and nursing a tumor-like headache, while he was sleeping like a baby, my Playboy shoved in his ears, my ass blocking his view of the strobe light. Not anymore. Now it was his time to suffer.
Bottom bunk is mine for the next three days,
I said as I wedged myself in between him and the wall.
You’re lucky I’m tired, Lucas. Otherwise I would kick your ass,
Chris said as he snagged his pillow from beneath my head and stood up, his hands folded across his chest as if he was contemplating challenging me.
I laughed. What’s stopping you?
Them,
he said, pointing to the camera. The red light was back on, a bunch of nameless guards waiting beyond it, probably hoping I’d finally popped. Chris let out a deep sigh, his hands relaxing at his sides. Nothing would make them happier than me taking a swing at you.
I turned over, giving the camera my back, hating myself for flipping out on Chris, the only person I actually liked in this place. I’m sorry,
I said, feeling like an ass for having taken out my frustration on him. I’m just so done with all their tests.
Don’t let them break you. Not like this,
Chris said as he climbed up to the top bunk and tossed my pillow down to me. We’re nearly halfway done, Lucas. You lose it now, and they’ll keep you locked up forever.
I know,
I replied as I rolled over and buried my head beneath the thin blanket. You can have the bottom bunk tomorrow, and for the rest of the week if you want.
He could have it for the remainder of our time in this place; I felt that bad about what I’d done. I just need one night’s sleep. Just one.
Two
The electronic lock sealing us in our room chimed once, soft and low. It was a sound I both loved and despised. A fleeting surge of hope always accompanied that tiny noise, a promise of freedom that lasted no more than a few wasted seconds before reality set in. I wasn’t being released; I was simply being moved to a larger cage.
Not waiting for Chris, I stepped out into the hall and flipped off the guard waiting for me. I could be as rude as I wanted to the guards. So long as I didn’t physically go after them, they couldn’t touch me. I’d learned that small yet useful fact from my brother, Tyler, and tested it out myself on my first day there. So far, his advice had proved solid.
I thought you’d be excited about this next phase of testing.
Ms. Tremblay, the facility-appointed shrink, stopped in front of the door to my room, her eyes darting between me and the guard I’d just given the finger to. This is the first step in getting you back home to your friends and family, proving that you can become a valuable and constructive member of society.
I nodded rather than argued. I absolutely was excited about going home, but the idea that there was a life or friends waiting for my back in Foster, Rhode Island, was absurd. IGT’s testing program had physically destroyed one-half of my family. And as for friends, they’d pretty much written me off the day my brother had tested positive for what I liked to call the psychotically crazy gene.
I could join the priesthood, fund a world charity, dedicate my life to saving the wombat population in Australia, and it wouldn’t matter. This facility and their stupid genetic test had sealed my fate, and there was nothing that I could do or say to ever change that.
So long as all goes well in these last two weeks of testing, Lucas, we can move you out to the reintegration facility and then back home,
Ms. Tremblay continued. You have your entire life in front of you. A clean slate.
This woman was either the dumbest person I’d ever met or the best liar. After passing the six-week testing phase,
I’d have two weeks of confinement at what they lovingly referred to as the reintegration
facility—a fourteen-day-long study hall where they monitored us for delayed signs of stress. What Ms. Tremblay saw as a light at the end of the tunnel, I saw as fourteen more days for me to potentially screw up.
Are you excited about returning home, Lucas?
she asked.
Nothing worth going home to, ma’am,
I said, refusing to give into her delusional optimism a second longer.
Ms. Tremblay paused, her normally stoic facade faltering. Nobody? No friends? Sports? Girlfriend?
I chuckled to myself. She knew exactly what was waiting for me back home, probably had my entire life history committed to memory. Ms. Tremblay was fishing, trying to gauge my tolerance level outside these walls and wondering if there was a trigger at home she’d overlooked. That was her job, after all—determining if my genetic makeup predisposed me to criminal behavior. Not as a common criminal, but the violent, psychotic type that randomly opens fire in minimarts and crowded malls.
None of the above,
I replied, knowing full well whatever friends I had wrote me off the day I tested positive. And as for family, I had Tyler’s grave as a constant reminder of what this place cost families like mine. They’d taken my brother two years ago, dragged him out of our house with nothing but the clothes on his back. Didn’t seem right to me, even then—a star athlete who’d never done much more than TP a couple of houses on Halloween being hauled away like some kind of farm animal.
Tyler may have gone into the Bake Shop normal and well-adjusted, but something about the place changed him. Broke him. He quit the baseball team, quit school altogether the day he returned home. Refused to eat, refused to do anything but sit in his room and scribble notes in his journal. He’d sit on his bed and stare at his walls for day, not acknowledging anyone.
His girlfriend, Olivia, begged him to talk, to cry, to scream, to do anything other than sit there completely trapped in his own mind. She spent every waking hour in his bedroom trying to get through to him.
The one day she’d left him alone, the one time Olivia ventured home to shower and grab a change of clothes, everything changed. She’d asked me to watch him, said he was quieter than usual. I shrugged off Olivia’s concerns; as far as I could tell, he was same closed-off person he’d been for the past two weeks. I’d left him alone for fifteen minutes tops to get Suzie off the bus. When I came back, Tyler was in the backyard, sitting in an old lawn chair by the circle of rocks we used for fires. I was psyched to see him out of his room. I called out his name, but he didn’t answer, didn’t even turn his head in my direction. At first I thought he was sleeping, but the minute I laid my hand on his shoulder, I knew.
His head rolled to the side, the bottle of pills he’d swallowed falling to the ground next to a bottle of whisky. I tried to revive him, slamming my fist into his chest and literally forcing my own breath into his lungs, but he just lay