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Daaji Kamlesh D. Patel - Spiritual Anatomy-HarperCollins India (2023)
Daaji Kamlesh D. Patel - Spiritual Anatomy-HarperCollins India (2023)
Author’s Note
Introduction: Starting Your Inventure
DO AND FEEL
Conclusion
Glossary
Heartfulness Resources
Notes
Footnotes
About the Book
About the Author
Praise for the Book
Copyright
AUTHOR’S NOTE
The inspiration for this book came in the fall of 2016, when I was in New
Jersey conducting meditation workshops. One evening, I had a vision of the
sacred anatomy— all the spiritual research on chakras, the energy centers
for the evolution of our consciousness— coming together in the form of a
book. That night, I wrote the first chapter, and over the next few days I
completed the book’s outline.
During the following six years, as I worked on this book, writing many
articles on the subject, and conducting training sessions worldwide, I shared
the latest research and techniques that were being revealed to me. Spiritual
knowledge, like scientific knowledge, is an evolving body of work. As
one’s consciousness evolves, the experiences become more profound, and
new knowledge reveals itself. Whenever a method or new knowledge
descends into my consciousness, I test it with a group of advanced
associates and gather their readings. From there, I refine the technique
further and expand its usage to a broader audience. All through the process,
the hierarchy of masters has guided me and inspired me to continue the
work they started in the service of fellow human beings.
Spiritual Anatomy is a comprehensive collection of spiritual research on
the soul’s anatomy and journey. The journey commences from the heart, the
pulsing center that unlocks the portals of growth and enlightenment. The
heart is the inner guide, the real guru on the journey to the Absolute. We are
all connected intellectually, morally, and spiritually through the invisible
connection of our hearts, weaving us all into a common grand destiny.
The road to that destiny is paved by pioneers. Hidden in plain sight,
even from their own discerning minds, the pioneers are catalysts of change.
Their silent acts of self- transformation will bring about a tipping point of
consciousness that will change the future of humanity. Together their hearts
beating as one will advance the way of love that will elevate the human
condition from belligerent rhetoric, growing intolerance, and rising
inequity. These pioneers represent the tip of the arrow in the silent
revolution of consciousness.
And today, I introduce you to one of them: You.
Yes, you, who had the option to attend to that pending chore, catch up
with a friend, go for a run, or take a nap, but instead chose to pick up this
book. Something moved you to make this choice. Some inspiration echoed
between the heart and the mind, and you acted. And your action advances
the way of love.
The loving energy produced when you live a life guided by the heart
goes beyond yourself. It is like a wave of pure air, capable of enlivening the
human spirit. In the way of the heart, to work on one-self benefits the
multitude. Individually you may be one, but collectively you are beacons
illuminating the darkness, like the stars in a dark sky. The collective action
of love- filled hearts from various paths will converge and strengthen the
wave that will uplift humanity.
The guiding mantra for Spiritual Anatomy is read and enjoy, do and feel,
meditate and transcend. This applies whether you are an avid reader of
wisdom books and identify yourself as a regular meditator or you are just
starting out on your journey of self- transformation.
Spiritual Anatomy is written to help you achieve your fullest potential
and accelerate the tipping point of our collective consciousness. Nothing
would give me greater joy than to see you soar into the realms of the
Absolute.
Thank you for taking the first step.
INTRODUCTION
Starting Your Inventure
A long time ago, a saint and his disciples showed up at the gates of a
kingdom seeking refuge. The guards offered food and water to the guests
while another guard ran to inform the king. When the guard reported, the
king thought for a moment and asked for a pot of water. He summoned the
guard to take the pot and offer it to the saint.
The saint accepted the pot as if he’d been waiting for it. He smiled at the
guard and asked for a fistful of sugar, which he mixed into the water. The
saint stirred the water to make sure the sugar dissolved, then asked the
guard to return the pot of water to the king.
The guard, now thoroughly confused, took the pot and raced back to the
king. He offered the pot to the king and was about to speak when the king
gestured for his silence. The king asked his minister to taste the water, who
sipped and said, “The water tastes sweet, your highness.”
A smile appeared on the king’s pursed lips. “Guard,” he ordered, “usher
in the saint and his entourage with the greatest respect.” Then he turned to
his minister and said, “Please make sure they are afforded all comforts for
their stay and extend the stay for as long as they need.”
If, like the soldier, you are wondering, this is what transpired: When the
request for refuge reached the king, he sent a pot full of water to the saint. It
was a cryptic message, We are already at capacity. How shall we
accommodate all of you?
To which the saint responded, Just as the sugar dissolves in the water
and merges with it, we, too, shall integrate into your kingdom and infuse the
sweet goodness of virtue and nobility in your people.
The king valued the saint’s wisdom and knew that the presence of the
wise soul would ennoble his people.
Within each of us is this same daily struggle between the king and the
saint. The king represents the everyday hero, the one with responsibilities,
desires, aspirations, problems, wishes, opportunities, constraints, virtues,
and vices— all packed into this life. We have so much on our plate that
there isn’t room for anything more.
The saint and his entourage represent our higher potential— the
possibility of purpose, growth, and evolution that are knocking at the gate
of our attention, ready to enhance our life provided we give them a chance.
And we do because, deep inside, a voice inspires us to pursue the promise of
transformation.
The process of sugar dissolving in the water is the story of integration
and merger— the highest ideal of our spiritual lives. The goal of our
spiritual anatomy project is to integrate a fragmented existence by merging
with higher levels of consciousness and achieve our true potential.
Now, when I say “anatomy,” what comes to mind for you? More than
likely, you thought of your physical anatomy. Possibly vivid images from
the high school biology textbook of the blue veins, reddish muscle fibers,
and ivory-like bones. Physical anatomy is an integrated system of organs
working together. Similarly, mental anatomy is a connected system of
consciousness, ego, intellect, and thinking that work together to create our
ideas and emotions. Much is written about the physical and mental
anatomies and how to nurture them. But there is a third, lesser-known
system, called the spiritual anatomy. When awakened, this subtle energy
system of the soul integrates our physical and mental anatomies, making us
one with the universal existence and infusing lasting sweetness in our lives.
If you want to drive from San Francisco to New York City, the
simple instruction to drive east may be enough to get you
started. But as you progress on the journey, you require more
detailed directions, information about places to stay, scenic
spots along the way, and so on. The journey from generic to
specific is a natural progression.
Similarly, the spiritual journey starts with a general level of
self-awareness. As our consciousness evolves, our awareness
becomes more refined. We develop precision in understanding
the nuances of our inner journey. We experience deeper levels
of fulfillment and connection.
The Awareness Atlas is a tool for you on the inner journey.
Carefully designed by a team of researchers at Heartfulness,
this set of twenty-three questions is an aid for self-reflection. I
invite you to take this questionnaire now so that you can reflect
on your starting place and then return to it once or twice a year
as a check on your growing awareness. This may seem, in
some ways, like an opportunity to evaluate yourself, but please
think of the questionnaire as a chance to uncover your blind
spots. After all, without awareness, we cannot grow.
Once, there was a king who had three sons. The king wished to choose an
heir who was wise and would take care of the people. So he built three
palaces and asked each son to decorate one. The king announced that the
people would choose which palace looked the best. But there was a catch:
The decoration budget was five copper coins. With such a puny budget,
how could one decorate an entire palace?
Angered by the ridiculous ask, the first son scattered bales of hay,
bamboo, and straw to show his contempt. The second son thought over the
problem for a little longer. He commissioned a local artist to draw charcoal
sketches of the king and placed them in every room. The third son sat in the
palace in silence. He prayed for guidance to understand the meaning and
purpose behind the test. Above all, he wanted to see his father smile.
The answer came, and he placed candles and incense sticks all over the
palace. He had some money left over, so he got a sign painted that read,
“House of the People.” By evening, when the people visited the palaces,
everyone was drawn to the golden glow of the candle-lit palace. When they
read the sign outside, they brought flowers, carpets, and furniture. Within
hours the palace was decorated, and the people helped the king choose the
rightful heir.
We all have limited capital, and that capital is time. It doesn’t matter
whether you are rich or poor, literate or illiterate, young or old; everyone
grapples with time poverty. The five copper coins exemplify the idea of
time poverty— lots to be done and not enough time. The actions of the third
prince show what’s possible when we discover a greater purpose and
meaning in life and work toward fulfilling that potential.
Life is an opportunity to fulfill our potential. Sadly, most of us remain as
potential, a seed that never germinates to become a flower. Flowering in a
human being is what we call realization. In order to flower, we must
become vulnerable, authentic, and open to change. Perhaps now you see
why so many of us choose to remain seeds: We’re protected by that outer
shell— the shell of ego and comfort. So, unless we break through the shell
of ego and comfort, we do not transcend the limitations and become
limitless.
The spiritual anatomy project unlocks your limitless potential. We work
on the body for physical growth, and the laws of biology limit the body’s
growth potential. The mental realm has more growth potential than the
physical. But here, too, after a while, you hit a ceiling for various reasons
like age and a slowing learning curve. Compared to the body and the mind,
the soul embodies limitless potential. Think of it this way. Between a block
of ice, a gallon of water, and water vapor, what has the greatest potential to
expand, to grow? It’s water vapor. The subtler the medium, the greater the
growth potential.
Now, I want to clarify that when I talk about your potential, I don’t mean
your potential for achievement—to succeed in your job, to buy the right
house, to marry the right person, to complete a dozen marathons. I am
talking about your inherent potential: your spiritual capacity. It is the core
of what makes you human, and what brings you closer to love and
connection.
When we neglect our spiritual growth, we miss the chance to realize our
full potential. You may not realize it now, imagining that the opportunity
will always be there for you. But I would compare it to the feeling of
watching the train pull away just as you arrive on the platform, or missing
your flight even after you’ve run through the terminal to make it. You were
nearly there. The regret of realizing that you didn’t live up to your potential
is a heavy burden on one’s soul.
Studies have shown time and again that in their final days, people don’t
regret not working harder in the office or not buying fancy clothes. What
they regret is not having poured more love into their lives. They regret not
having spent more time with their loved ones and not having their heart
thrive in kindness and compassion. They regret the things that they did not
attempt.4 More powerful, a study conducted in 2018 found that most people
regret not taking actions that would have made them their ideal selves.5
What do we mean by the ideal self ? This is the part of us that hopes,
dreams, and aspirations are made of. Achieving goals gives us satisfaction,
but when we discover our real purpose and march toward it, our ideal self
finds its true fulfillment. The light of an awakened heart guides us in this
effort. Like the prince who took some time to interiorize himself in the heart
and then found his purpose, working on your spiritual anatomy helps you
actualize your potential.
ASK DAAJI
I come from a religious background, Daaji. We pray
regularly and celebrate religious holidays. Do I need to
stop these practices to be successful in growing
spiritually?
When the heart is at peace, the mind is at ease. Your spiritual anatomy
project channels the hallmark quality of the soul: peace. In this peace, you
begin the journey to return to a state of inner balance, order, and harmony,
similar to the state before creation, the original state. At times, we wonder
what the original state was before creation.
Imagine this. You are standing in an open field under a crystal-blue sky.
Trees dot the meadows around you, and you hear a stream bubbling nearby.
From this setting, crop out all the trees, the meadows, and the stream. Now
what do you see? Vast stretches of land and the blue sky. Now imagine all
the land is gone, the entire planet disappears. You are floating in the cosmos
amid the ethereal glow of stars and the cosmic hum of the galaxies. Now,
make the cosmos disappear. All the stars, galaxies, and other celestial
bodies are gone. Nothing remains. There is no light or matter around you.
All around is the infinite nothingness of space enveloped in indescribable
darkness and pristine silence. This was the original state before creation. A
state of perfect balance and total integration, exemplified in the idea of
“yoga is samadhi.” From the original state, creation burst forth.
Your spiritual anatomy project is an endeavor to re-create the original
state within yourself. A state of absolute peace where there is no entropy of
emotions. A settled state of pure being where you are one with the universal
existence, free from all contradictions. It’s a life of balance, inspiration, and
excellence. Such human beings, centered in the highest, personify the
promise that human life represents.
We become one with the original state by merging with it. For two
entities to merge, they need to be the same. An oil drop can never merge
with the ocean. It will only float on the surface. A tree will never merge
with the sky no matter how tall it grows. To merge with the infinite Source,
you need to become infinity, too. The final merger is the coming together of
two infinities. Imagine how much you have evolved to arrive at that infinite
state. You become infinity itself.
ASK DAAJI
I am curious and willing when it comes to evolving
consciousness, but I admit that I’m a skeptic at heart.
How can I proceed in my journey?
Heartfulness is precisely the feeling the word evokes: a life guided by the
wisdom of love. Where there is love, there is inspiration, enthusiasm, and
energy. There is courage and compassion. There is hope and growth.
Heartfulness practices imbibe the essence of love. It is a system of Raja
Yoga adapted to support the busy and challenging lives that we all lead
today. To that end, there is no You must do this or You have to follow this in
Heartfulness. The system is designed to align with the body’s natural
rhythms and energy flow, helping one progress faster. For this reason, the
system is also known as the Natural Path, although the name Heartfulness is
more prevalent now.
Heartfulness practices offer self-paced techniques that evolve your
consciousness and integrate your spirit into daily life. Each day becomes a
day of experience, a day of positive change that creates a microshift inside,
which keeps you going further. The essential practices of Heartfulness
include relaxation, morning meditation, evening cleaning, and nighttime
prayer. (Later in the book you will find supplemental practices to deepen
the meditative state and to overcome fear and anger.)
As we have talked about, willingness and interest are the only
prerequisites for the practice. If you are someone with good self-discipline,
that’s wonderful. But if you are someone dealing with a few blows in life,
someone recovering from pain, or some other challenge that dented your
confidence, don’t worry. The practices are self-paced and simple, and
whatever time you invest, it’s helpful. If you have only ten minutes to
meditate, start with that. If you can spare ten minutes in the evening to do
your cleaning, do that. If you are commuting to work and feel like
meditating, go ahead. This is your practice to fulfill your deepest aspiration.
You decide how and when you want to get there.
The Heartfulness practice works in the depths of your heart, inspiring
your free will. It ignites an interest in yourself— to become a better person,
to become kinder, more generous, more courageous, and more loving. And
this transformation usually happens without you being acutely aware of it.
You might feel a change taking place within, but it’s only when others point
out and remark, “Hey, you’ve changed. What are you up to these days?”
Then you ponder over how you have changed.
It’s important to point out that all spiritual training at Heartfulness is
offered for free. Since the Heartfulness movement’s inception in the late
1800s, training has been free. One cannot sell spirituality. It can only be
shared with whoever is willing. It doesn’t matter which country, caste,
creed, or religion you belong to. If the heart is willing, spiritual essence
descends into it.
Relaxation
Relaxation offers progressive calming to the body. It also helps empty the
vestibules in the body. There are twenty-eight vestibules from head to toe,
and they act like dumpsters that collect the excessive blocks within the
system. Relaxation empties the vestibules. You can do the relaxation at any
time, and it is especially useful before starting meditation.
HEARTFULNESS RELAXATION
Meditation
Morning hours are best suited for meditation since starting your day with
meditation can help you set the right tone for the rest of the day.
Additionally, the body’s energy flow is inward during the early morning
hours, and meditation is the act of going inward. So, meditation in the early
mornings means you are going with the flow of nature’s currents, and it’s
easier to slip into a deep meditation. If you’re not a morning person, don’t
worry. You can fit meditation into your routine once you wake up and get
fresh. The peaceful state of mind that comes with meditation can help you
approach the rest of your day with greater ease and clarity.
Choose a place where you can meditate without being distracted,
preferably at the same place and time daily. Fixing a time is especially
helpful because it helps you slip into meditation with greater ease. Turn off
your phone and other devices. (Yes, all the way off, not just on silent
mode.) Sit with your back upright but not rigid. Be comfortable. Gently
close your eyes, and if you need to, take a couple of minutes to relax your
body using the Heartfulness Relaxation. When you’re ready, turn your
attention inward and begin.
HEARTFULNESS MEDITATION
The idea of all yogic practices is to make the mind resonate with the
stillness of the soul. When the mind resonates with the stillness of the soul,
that is the moment of realization. In that moment, we become whole. We
become centered. This centeredness gives one a settled feeling.
A steady and settled mind feels happy. If that settledness is not there,
then one keeps jumping from one thing to another without any resolution.
There will be no closure, and one is left with a feeling of dissatisfaction and
a loss of inner peace. Settledness is the key, and meditation done correctly
will automatically make you feel settled.
ASK DAAJI
I have a constant chatter of thoughts going on in my
mind. I want to meditate, but I am not sure I can. What do
you advise?
Cleaning
The second pillar of your practice is evening cleaning. It is your detox and
rejuvenation routine. At the end of the day’s work, at around sunset time,
doing the cleaning helps you eliminate all the emotional complexities and
impurities gathered during the day. Cleaning is like taking a dip in a serene
pool and rejuvenating yourself. It’s suggested to do cleaning in the evening
because at this time the energy flow is outward, so it becomes easier to
expel the heaviness from the system.
The key is to have a nonjudgmental attitude toward whatever
complexities and impurities are being removed. Simply affirm that all
complexities and impurities are being cleaned, and be confident in the
affirmation you offer.
HEARTFULNESS CLEANING
Prayer
There is an experience from Shri Parthasarathi Rajagopalachari’s (or
Chariji) time that I want to share. After Babuji, Chariji led the Heartfulness
movement. He was a prolific teacher, a relentless worker, and a giant
among men. I spent many years under the tutelage of Chariji. Once, while
traveling in Europe with him, we were stranded because of a storm and
were put up at an airport hotel. Rooms were scarce, and I was in the same
room with Chariji. Not to disturb him, I remained quietly in my bed in the
morning. I noticed him sitting on the corner of his bed with his eyes closed,
and he seemed to be melting away into thin air. Suddenly the atmosphere in
the room changed— it was vibrating with a very special energy.
When he was done, I asked, “Master, what were you doing? It was so
special. It was unique. I have never seen anything like this with my eyes
open.”
“Oh, I was praying,” replied Chariji.
What did I learn from this experience? Chariji was there but not there.
He had totally submitted, dissolved himself in thin air. We should offer
prayer like that.
Prayer is a state of being, a song that hums in the humble heart. The
words of any prayer are but a bridge to lead you into a state of
interiorization. In this state one is carried on the waves of love into the
depths of the heart, into a union with the higher self.
Before going to bed, take a moment to reflect on your day. Consider
what you did well and where you can improve. Make a quiet determination
to do better and turn inward for guidance from the Source as you repeat the
words of the prayer below. Meditate for a few minutes over the true
meaning, feeling the words resonate in your heart.
A few notes here on the use of the word “Master” in the first line of this
prayer. It refers to the inner guide, the Source already present within each of
our hearts. In the East, people use the words guru and master, more so than
in the West. In Heartfulness literature also, you will see these words used.
The word master always refers to the source within. The role of a teacher is
to help you realize the inner connection you already have.
When I use the word master for my teachers, it is out of my reverence
and respect for them. In my eyes, they are masters of spirituality because
they mastered the self and integrated spirituality into all aspects of life.
Using the word master in this context is no different from using it to refer to
a master painter, master sculptor, or master carpenter— all of whom have
mastered their craft.
And what about the word guru? It is a Sanskrit word. The literal
meaning of guru is “one who dispels darkness.” The guru is someone who
dispels the darkness of ignorance through the light of knowledge.
The Heartfulness prayer I share here was conceived in the early 1900s.
In deference to the teachers who came before, the language of the prayer
has been kept intact, though we recognize that it may be challenging for
some. You are welcome to change the word master to Source or God or
change slaves to servants if those resonate more for you. I offer it here in its
original form with the hope you can connect with the essence of the prayer
and benefit from it.
HEARTFULNESS PRAYER
Sit comfortably, gently close your eyes, and relax. When you
are ready, repeat the words of the prayer quietly to yourself:
O Master!
Thou art the real goal of human life.
We are yet but slaves of wishes
putting bar to our advancement.
Thou art the only God and Power
to bring us up to that stage.
Once there lived a seer who meditated with great austerity. One day, a
young villager was touched to see the seer drowned in meditation. Out of
reverence, he bowed and offered his greetings in silence. The seer felt the
young man’s presence and opened his eyes. He was pleased to see the
young man and asked if he would also like to meditate. The young man was
a simpleton, and even though he didn’t know much about the inner journey,
he readily agreed. So the seer asked the man to sit under a tree next to him,
and guided him through meditation.
As they meditated, a bright ball of energy descended and spoke to them:
“Blessed souls, your efforts have knocked at the gates of the Lord, and you
both shall be liberated soon.”
Hearing this, the seer said, “Thank you! My prayers have been
answered. When will that blessed moment arrive?”
“In the third life from now, you will be liberated, holy one,” said the
light.
Hearing this, the seer became downcast. Perhaps he was expecting
liberation in this life, maybe at that very moment. Who knows?
The young man then asked, “When will I be liberated?”
“Count the leaves on the tree you are meditating under,” the light said.
“It will take that many lives, and your liberation is guaranteed.”
Hearing this, the young man started dancing with joy. The seer couldn’t
understand this behavior and asked the young man, “Why are you dancing
up and down? What’s the matter with you?”
“Didn’t you hear, sir?” the young man asked. “The Lord just granted me
liberation. How does it matter when I get liberated? One day, I will be right
up there with the maker.”
As soon as the young man spoke these words, the light said, “Son, your
attitude is worthy of the Lord’s court. This life shall be your last, and you
will be liberated at the end of it.”
So saying, the light disappeared.
This story has many lessons, but the biggest takeaway is about the attitude
with which we approach life. In the case of this story, gratitude transformed
the young man’s destiny. In all walks of life, the right attitude ennobles our
actions. Your attitude is the secret ingredient to your success.
Be it meditation, writing a letter, or making a sandwich, the attitude with
which we work adds a dimension that shapes our inner being. In any task,
what we do accounts for 5 percent, and the remaining 95 percent is the
attitude with which we do it.
You acquire your attitudes through your upbringing and life experiences.
You also inherit some of your attitudes from your parents. You can also
actively cultivate attitudes. How you think or feel about something or
someone is guided by your attitude. Attitudes are so ingrained in us that we
aren’t aware of how they shape our destiny. Your life is an expression of
your attitudes.
Your active focus on cultivating beneficial attitudes helps to accelerate
your progress in your spiritual journey. Think what happens when you are
digging a well for water. You dig from the top and keep digging deeper
(outside in), while the water under the earth is also gushing up to meet the
surface (inside out). When it comes to your spiritual journey, the outside in
is your cultivating attitudes, and the inside out is the meditation practice
doing its work. The two work in tandem.
What are some attitudes that we should cultivate? Why these attitudes
specifically? There are three core attitudes that will serve you in your
journey, which I call the mother tincture attitudes.
The Mother Tincture Attitudes
In some forms of medicine, there is the idea of a mother tincture. It is the
base formulation from which other medicines of varying potency are
created. The concept of the mother tincture applies to cultivating attitudes
also. Some core attitudes are like the mother tincture, from which other
attitudes emerge. From the early days of your practice, keep an eye out for
developing the core attitudes. It will lay a strong foundation for your inner
development. It will also help you in your day-to-day affairs.
The three mother tincture attitudes are:
Sense of urgency
Humility
Liveliness
These three are not in any order of priority. They are all equally
important. Whichever appeals to you, set your intention on it. Your
intention is the subtle force that activates the will and helps you actively
cultivate these attitudes in your day-to-day life. Let’s take a look at each in
more detail.
Sense of Urgency
In any endeavor, a sense of urgency is crucial. It is the first step to creating
change. Without a sustained sense of urgency, efforts become lukewarm,
and complacency sets in. In your journey to the Center, a sense of urgency
helps you focus on your priorities. Make a habit of asking yourself this
question: “What’s the most important thing to do in this moment?” It will
help you re-center and cultivate a sense of urgency toward your goal.
As urgency increases, your eagerness to get to the goal also increases.
Questions such as “What am I here for?” “What do I need to do?” and
“What is my goal?” become more frequent. Each time these questions
surface in your mind, they leave a ripple of restlessness in your
consciousness. These ripples linger like the ones on a quiet lake disturbed
by a pebble thrown into it. The more your consciousness evolves, the
greater the ripples of restlessness. You could say that the spiritual anatomy
project is an endeavor of growing restlessness for the goal.
But don’t worry— the restlessness I am writing about is nothing like
when you are late for a flight or your takeout is delayed. Neither is it the
unhealthy restlessness that leads to anxiety and other problems of despair.
This is spiritual restlessness. It propels you toward the soul’s true purpose:
to grow and evolve. If you have been in love, recall the restlessness with
which you waited for your lover. Amplify this many times, and you can get
a whiff of the restlessness I talk about.
The spiritual restlessness created in your meditation finds an ally in the
sense of urgency you cultivate. Together, they help you stay focused on the
goal. Alertness, initiative, and agility are natural outcomes of a sense of
urgency.
Now, be mindful that urgency is not desperation. Urgency is a positive
driving force you create, but desperation is a knee-jerk reaction grounded in
fear or scarcity. A sense of urgency helps you focus on making progress
toward the goal daily, whereas desperation creates a flurry of activity that
fatigues you. A sense of urgency helps you counter inner entropy and
creates protection against a lukewarm approach to life.
Humility
Humility is the most sublimated state of ego. Humility is not flattery or
servility. Instead, humility is a sign of great self-awareness, where you are
aware of your smallness in front of a much bigger ideal. Such awareness
gives you a feeling of insignificance that helps you grow. A humble person
is respectful by nature and cultivates reverence in one’s heart. Just as a tree
laden with fruit bends naturally under the weight of its gifts, a human being
bearing spiritual fruit becomes increasingly accessible to one and all.
Humility attracts grace. When a low-pressure area is created in the
atmosphere, the wind rushes in to fill the void. In the same way, when you
create space within by sublimating the ego, you create a low-pressure area
in the heart, which is then filled with grace. When there is humility within,
grace descends automatically. And grace is a catalyst for inner progress.
Liveliness
Long-drawn faces, gloomy moods, and irritable behaviors stretch the
journey. But a song in the heart, a smile on the lips, and a spring in the step
make the journey livelier. Cultivate an attitude of liveliness.
Become livelier, more cheerful. Carrying the baggage of sadness,
sorrow, and unhappiness will not work. You may be justified in feeling sad.
How long would you like to carry that sadness with you? Is sorrow that
precious? Is it worth storing it in your beautiful heart and burdening it? And
in almost all cases, the reason for sadness will always be another person,
who is also God’s creation. So, to bring about transformation, be livelier.
Throw away the deadwood that fixates you. Stay pliable in spirit. Emotional
and mental flexibility comes from the openness of the heart. A sad, heavy
heart cannot stay open. Only a lively heart is open and flowing.
A few years ago, on a summer afternoon, I was driving back home after a
meeting with a team of volunteers. This was when the meditation center in
Kanha Shanti Vanam was still being built. Today Kanha is a green paradise
with gardens, lawns, and even a tropical rainforest. But back then, Kanha
was flat, arid ground with glistening quartz and chunky boulders of granite
scattered across the landscape. Summers in this part of India (about forty
miles from Hyderabad) are dusty and dry, and the summer afternoon on that
day was no exception.
As I was driving back to my home in Kanha, a mile away from my
office, I saw a group of ten women, volunteers, clearing the gravel on the
side of the road. You couldn’t miss them. From afar, their colorful
traditional attire stood out like spring flowers in the midst of barren land. As
I drove closer, I could see how joyfully they worked, as if the hundred-
degree weather didn’t matter. These women came from the same small town
from the heartland of Western India.
Their simplicity, devotion, and enthusiasm had created such liveliness. I
pulled over and requested them to visit me at home later that afternoon.
When they arrived, we sat for meditation. Their hearts had such devotion
that it felt as if they were turning the face of the divine their way with the
same ease with which one pulls a branch to smell a flower. A few minutes
into the meditation, I felt a strong jerk in the Center. Once in a while, it
happens that the pitch of someone’s devotion rises so high that it creates a
reverb in the Center. It’s rare, like the sighting of a thousand-year-orbit
comet, but it happens. But what came next melted me away in love.
Like clockwork, there was jerk after jerk in the Center during our
meditation. One after the other, the loving calls from the hearts of these
women were echoing in the Center. I hadn’t witnessed this before, and I
haven’t seen this happen since.
It was such a moving experience, and after the meditation ended, I
requested that they stay on for a little longer. We all had some coffee and
spoke for some time. One of my associates took a picture of us. I still have
this picture in my study as a reminder of what the innocent purity of hearts
can evoke in the highest.
And what was the secret to this momentous experience? Their attitude.
Their approach to life and to one another created something that compelled
the descent of the highest grace. Their beautiful souls represented the purity
and simplicity of their attitudes. If you implement anything from this book
in your life, let it be the cultivation of attitudes that ennoble your life.
PART 4
With this understanding, when you look at the human body, you find that
we are indeed made up of the five elements. The solidity of the body is the
earth element. The various fluids in the body signify the water element. Our
breathing is the intake and outflow of the air element. The digestive process
of breaking down food into energy represents the transformative attribute of
the fire element. All through the body, the space element is present. The
space between cells, the hollowness of blood vessels, intestines, and so on
— all signify space.
The five elements are not limited to the physical anatomy alone. They
also play an important role in spiritual anatomy. Within each chakra, the
qualities of the five elements are present, and each chakra has one
prominent element. Think of it this way: Pick up a clump of soil and hold it
in your hand. The earth element (solidity) is dominant, isn’t it? But trapped
in that clump of earth is the air element. Some moisture (water element) is
also trapped in the soil. When the sun heats the soil, it bakes and becomes
harder, so the transformative quality of fire is also there. And finally,
between the particles of soil, the space element is present. Still, as we hold
it in our hand, we would recognize its earthiness first. So too, it is for the
prominent element of a chakra.
Conditions at a Chakra
Of all the traits we cover in this chapter, understanding the conditions
created when a chakra is worked on is perhaps the most important. When a
chakra blossoms, the energy bracketed inside is released gradually. We feel
this energy in the form of emotional conditions created in the heart. When
we nurture these inner conditions and make them a part of our nature, they
express themselves as qualities in our behavior. In this way, we gradually
reprogram our nature by developing the qualities that help us grow and
evolve.
Conditions are the steps we ascend on the path to infinity. Transmission
and the guru’s work create conditions that we experience. For example, at
the first chakra we develop acceptance, and at the second chakra we
develop peacefulness, and so on. When we feel these conditions within, we
work with them to imbibe them. When we make use of the condition by
immersing ourselves in it, we grow. If not, the conditions are lost.
At times, in the crown area of the head, you may feel circular vibrations
or a gentle pressure pushing downward. At other times, you may feel
sensations similar to a feather moving through your hair. Occasionally you
may also feel pressure at the temples and the occipital regions. These could
be signs of spiritual work. Instead of instinctively scratching your head,
take a moment to center yourself and try to feel what might be occurring.
The movement of the chakras, especially the heart chakras, may also
show up on the skin as mild skin pigmentation. During the early years of
my meditation, I noticed pinkish spots at the heart chakras that were being
worked on. These spots would last for a few hours before fading away. I
was a student in college back then. When I shared my observations with one
of my preceptors, he encouraged my attentiveness and suggested keeping a
journal to track my observations and experiences. I encourage you to do the
same.
Points A, B, C, and D
To locate the chakras, we first locate four points called A, B, C, and D on
the body. As I mentioned before, points are specialist chakras, and each has
a specific foundational role in guiding the energy flow through the chakras.
Start at the base of the sternum, where the rib cage cavity begins.
Measure one finger width (using your own finger) down from the sternum.
Then move four finger-widths to the left. This is the location of point B.
Two fingers above point B is point A.
Point C is on the bottom rib, directly below point B.
Point D is two fingers to the left of point C, directly underneath the left
nipple.
Take your time to locate all four points on your body. When I did this
exercise, I took small round stickers and stuck them on my chest at these
points. Then I looked at myself in the mirror to get a clear idea of where
these points were located. It’s crowded real estate, with so many points
packed into a small area, and it’s helpful to be certain of the physical
location.
Over time, you will become adept at identifying vibrations at these
points. It takes patience, and it’s essential to allow your heart to guide you.
Take an interest in it, but don’t push yourself too hard. It will happen
naturally. Initially, learning a new skill takes effort, but eventually, it
becomes automatic, similar to how children learn to ride a bicycle. They
start with a tricycle, progress to a bicycle with training wheels, and
ultimately they can ride effortlessly while chatting with friends, singing
songs, and even without holding the handlebars.
Now that we have located points A, B, C, and D, let’s locate the chakras.
ASK DAAJI
Daaji, I struggle with reading what is going on inside my
mind and body. How can I improve in this area?
If I ask someone, “How was your meditation?” the most common answers I
usually get are, “Oh! It was deep,” “I had many thoughts,” “I think I fell
asleep,” “I felt lighter,” “I felt relaxed,” or something along those lines.
Describing a meditative experience is difficult because, in some ways, we
are trying to distill the ocean into a teacup. The sensitivity to observe and
the vocabulary to describe are both required, and they take some time to
develop. Often, it’s easiest to describe how we feel at the end of meditation.
A condition is what you feel at the end of meditation. Peaceful, joyful,
blissful, light, agitated, restless, content, irritable, happy, emboldened,
settled, and compassionate— these conditions are the gifts of your practice.
Each time you sit to meditate, the bracketed energy inside a chakra is
released gradually. This higher-potency energy gently flows into the center
of our consciousness, our heart. We feel this energy in the form of
conditions in the heart.
You need to be vigilant in nurturing the condition. When you protect and
nurture the condition, it grows into a meditative state that carries you. But if
you lose the condition by, say, checking your phone immediately after
meditation or getting into some useless chitchat, then you revert to the
previous state. It’s like drawing water from a well with a bucket full of
holes. By the time you pull up the bucket, it’s almost empty. It happens to
most of us. We enjoy an excellent condition, and within a few hours what
was created is lost. But when you nurture a condition, then you build on
that condition and allow a newer condition to descend.
A condition is something that you work in and work with, meaning you
can work in the peaceful condition created after meditation and stay
connected with it throughout the day. You can also work with the peaceful
condition and make it grow into harmony and joy.
At first, a condition will only descend after deep meditation. With
practice though, your consciousness can evolve to a level where, on
demand, you can recall conditions of peace, joy, or any other condition in
yourself, much like ordering a dish from a menu.
The journey through the chakras to the Source relies on the conditions
created in the journey, which serve as the steps to infinity. In the first
chapter, I wrote that the heart’s inspirations lead to feelings, which in turn
lead to thoughts and actions. But what triggers inspiration in the first place?
Conditions. The condition within triggers inspirations that grow into
feelings, thoughts, and actions. Feelings, thoughts, and actions power the
transformation engine that helps you design your destiny. At the heart of it,
your meditative practice creates conditions that untether your consciousness
and help you grow.
Coexistence (Salokyata)
Nearness (Sameepyata)
Identicality (Saroopyata)
Merger (Sayujyata)
Please remember, whenever you don’t feel like meditating or you feel
uneasy, it’s a sign that your consciousness is trying to adjust to a new inner
environment. It’s like lifting more weights in the gym than you are used to.
You feel discomfort in the beginning, but after a few days of repeating the
new cycle of weights, you overcome the resistance and enjoy the new
threshold.*
Once you are familiar with the various conditions at a chakra, you develop
identicality. The word saroop means “identical in form.” In identicality,
your consciousness is akin to the new level. How do you come to know that
identicality has begun? The feeling of lightness is one key sign. Lightness
in the heart makes the weight of all mental activity lighter. Your thoughts
seem lighter; your interactions have a lightness where you don’t get sucked
into unnecessary discussions.
The analogy of immigrating to a new country is fitting for the stages of
the flowering of a chakra. The first time you arrive at immigration is the
stage of coexistence. Over time, as you become familiar with your
surroundings and settle down in the new country, you’re in the stage of
nearness. Once you are well settled, all feelings of being an outsider are
gone. You identify yourself as one with the new country. This is the stage of
identicality. Your consciousness is in resonance with the new vibratory
level. You are aware that something significant has changed within.
You feel grateful and settled but nature wants you to keep growing. So
the urge to move further starts taking shape in your heart. As a result, a
feeling of negation begins in the heart. Negation is a silent realization that
lays the groundwork for the merger, which is the fourth stage of the
opening of the chakra.
Yuj is the Sanskrit word for “union.” It’s the same root word for yoga, too.
Sayujyata is the final stage of the blossoming of a chakra. Your
consciousness is now in complete resonance with the higher vibratory level.
There are no ripples, only total uniformity. The previous stages of
coexistence, nearness, and identicality are a thing of the past. Now the stage
is all set for the finale: merger.*
A drop falls into the ocean. Is the drop in the ocean or the ocean in the
drop? Merger with a chakra leads you to a trancelike state in meditation.
There is a feeling of oneness in which the prevailing consciousness has
dissolved into the new level of consciousness. This is now the new normal
for you. Securing the condition at a chakra is possible only through merger
of consciousness. If you are separate, then there is a possibility of losing the
condition, but when you have merged, nothing can take it away. So merging
gives security.
Merger begets tenderness in the heart. When you feel these signs, make
the inner condition dynamic by expressing it in your behavior. When you
speak, act, think, or look, infuse your inner condition into these actions.
This will create balance between inside and outside and stabilize merger.
Merger creates love, and love dissolves the ego. When the ego dissolves,
consciousness expands. With merger, your consciousness becomes one with
the new level. When the merger is complete, in some of the subsequent
meditations, condition is as if everything is gone. There is no impression
upon the heart, not even that of existence. The meditation is not deep or
absorbing, but it’s not superficial, either. You feel only a sense of
profoundness. Sometimes such a condition can confuse meditators. They
worry that something has blocked their consciousness because they don’t
feel anything. But in a few days, this condition makes way for the next
cycle of flowering of the chakra.
Tips
After meditation, stay seated in the same pose for AEIOU.
Allow the physical awareness to take over gradually; don’t
rush into it.
It is also advisable to avoid drinking water immediately
after meditation. Just wait for a few minutes. Water has the
unique property of changing the inner condition. For example,
if someone is upset, we offer them a glass of water, which
helps them feel better. But drinking water as soon as you open
your eyes after meditation will dilute the meditative state
within.
Avoid any loud conversations or phone calls as soon as
meditation ends. The condition we acquire after meditation is
subtle, and your attention with tenderness will help it settle
within.
PART 5
EMOTIONAL CONDITIONING—
SAMSKARAS
9.
The Elephant and the Chair: Conditioning that
Binds Us
Point D: Guilt
All the samskaras of guilt are stored at point D. Guilt creates extreme
heaviness in the system. There are many reasons why guilt develops. One
common reason is when we ignore the voice of our conscience. When the
heart says no, and we go ahead anyway, then we develop guilt. Our ego
may brush off the thoughts, but the guilt lingers, settling down at point D.
Guilt also forms because of inactions. The errors of omission form
deeper samskaras of guilt than the errors of commission. For example, we
let pride get in the way of a well intended apology. Later on we feel guilty.
Or consider another example in case of adults who suffer from the guilt of
not caring enough for their aging parents. After the parents have moved on,
the guilt becomes overbearing, and then they feed the poor and carry out
other acts of charity in the parents’ name. While charity gives some
temporary relief, the emotional burden— the samskara— remains.
To avoid guilt, do your best with all sincerity. It may entail more work in
the short term, but it will keep your conscience clear, and you will feel good
about your life. Regret is a powerful tool to dissolve guilt. Try this: At
nighttime, offer a prayer in the most supplicant mood, regretting any
mistakes made unknowingly. Resolve to correct the mistakes made
knowingly. When you introspect and regret with full sincerity, the energy
trapped in guilt transforms into an uplifting force for change. Shed a few
tears while you pray, and the emotional lightness will be of a different
degree. You can test for yourself the truism of the Jewish proverb “What
soap is for the body, tears are for the soul.”
ASK DAAJI
Daaji, I struggle with developing constant remembrance.
Do you have any suggestions for me?
Imagine a lit candle. In front of that candle, you place a piece of col-ored
glass. The candlelight now shines through the glass. But, because the glass
is colored, some of the light is filtered out. Add another glass in front of the
first one— a different color this time. Even less light shines through.
Continue adding glass pieces until there are sixteen. How much light will
shine through now? Most of it is filtered out. Over time, dust and webs
scuttle and obscure the light further. When we start our journey, we are at
the outermost glass. We can barely see the light shining.
Now, clean all the impurities that are around the outermost glass, and see
what happens. There will be more light coming through. Remove the glass,
and even more light comes. As we keep on cleaning and removing the glass
pieces, even more light is visible. Finally, we remove the last one and reach
the light’s source, the candle.
The candle is the soul, and the pieces of glass are the chakras. We let the
soul’s light shine through by cleaning the system and allowing the chakras
to blossom. When a chakra blossoms, the energy within gently flows into
our center of consciousness, our heart. We feel this energy in the form of
conditions created in the heart. In this way, as we transcend the chakras
more energy flows through, and subtler conditions are created.
The crucial element is the removal of the samskaras that clog the
chakras and energy channels. By now, you have a good understanding of
samskaras and how they form. You know that it is the programming from
the past that is shaping your present. To create the future you want, you
have to upgrade the program. The spiritual anatomy project empowers you
to confidently take ownership of what you were, what you are, and what
you ought to be. And with this ownership, you seek solutions to the
questions “How can I change the programming?” and “How do I regain my
pure perception?”
ASK DAAJI
How do I know my samskaras are being cleaned away?
When I use the word heart, don’t think of it as the pump in the body. The
physical heart represents the heart chakra, which is the custodian of many
mysteries. It is the vehicle that transports you to higher levels of
consciousness. And why? Because the specialty of the heart chakra is that it
is connected with all sixteen chakras. Just as watering the roots of a plant
nourishes even its farthest branches, meditating on the heart chakra ensures
work is done on all chakras.
There are five chakras in the chest region. Together, they are like a
constellation and form a region of consciousness called the Heart Region.
The Heart Region represents the five elements our elders say are the
Universe’s building blocks: earth, space, fire, water, and air. From animated
series for children to Hollywood blockbusters, mastering the five elements
through rings, stones, and other tchotchkes has been a popular storyline. In
reality, mastering the Heart Region gives you mastery over the five
elements. Does that mean you fly in the air and spew fire on evil powers?
No. Sorry. You do something more remarkable and less gimmicky: You
overcome the tendencies that have kept you tethered to lower levels of
consciousness. You break free from limitations and arrive at real freedom.
I’ll explain.
The Heart Region is the collective consciousness of the human
condition. It represents the everyday you, me, and everyone who grapples
with life’s daily struggles and joys. Our desires, insecurities, fears, worries,
joys, pleasures, feelings, emotions, indifferences, strengths, weaknesses,
and prejudices all come together in the human condition’s melting pot. The
mastery over the Heart Region symbolizes mastery over the human
condition. In our transformation, going from mass to energy to the
Absolute, crossing the Heart Region means expanding our awareness
beyond materiality to a subtler level.
Mastering the Heart Region gives you the momentum you need to
continue your journey to the Center. It ensures you build enough strength to
reach the final goal, which lies far ahead. It’s like the mountaineer who
spends a long time scaling smaller summits to prepare for scaling the big
one. And what is the time spent on? Most of our sams-karas are deposited at
the heart chakras. You spend time cleaning the region and allowing the
chakras to blossom, giving you strength and confidence for the journey
ahead. When you cross the Heart Region, you outgrow the instinctive
nature and become a generous and benevolent humane being— liberated
into a level of consciousness that we could call real freedom.
Babuji used to say, Freedom from freedom is real freedom. I know it’s
bendy, so stay with me here. To understand real freedom, we should
understand the idea of freedom. Health is freedom from disease; when we
are healthy, we are happy. Love is freedom from hate, wealth is freedom
from poverty, and freedom gives happiness. But the freedom that comes
because of something is conditional freedom. When you cross the Heart
Region, you arrive at real freedom, free from all conditionality. You are free
because it is your nature.
The yogis have a name for real freedom. It is called liberation, kaivalya,
nirvana, mukti, and so on. Liberation is freedom from the bondage of
opposites. Such a state creates immense poise in one’s being. By throwing a
pebble, you can create ripples in a pond— but try creating ripples in the
ocean. No matter how hard you try, the ocean stays in its rhythm. A
liberated person is like that, deep and unshakable. They have transformed a
human existence into a humane one. Such people impose on no one, and
they demand nothing. Wherever they may be, they radiate happiness and
create happiness in others. Their freedom evokes such lightness that others
forget their own burden for some time. All this and much more await you at
the end of the Heart Region. Isn’t this what we all seek at some level?
Reflect on the sequence of events with situations in your own life. Think
of the times when you felt angry or upset, the times when you felt
discouraged or fearful. Analyze these events and see how they came to be.
Why did you lose your composure? What emotional states did you go
through? Arguments, gossip, bad traffic, or anything can trigger the relay
race from discontentment to delusion in seconds. When you break down the
process, it seems long and drawn out, but in day-to-day life, these steps are
a chain reaction. They happen as if you have no control over your emotional
response.
We lose control because the samskaras at these chakras are triggering
your response. The emotional energy trapped in these samskaras is
unleashed, and before you realize it, the cascade of emotional reactions is
underway.
Now, just because the five Cs and the five Ds sit in opposition does not
mean that the Cs are good and the Ds are bad. Both the Cs and the Ds are a
result of the samskaras that gather at the chakras. The dominance of any of
the five Cs and five Ds indicates that the system is off-balance, and you
need to center yourself. For example, let’s go back to the sequence of
emotions and consider the opposite sequence with the five Cs.
Let’s say you were gunning for a promotion, and you got it. What
happens? Your ego is thrilled. Suppose you begin to gloat about your
success and feel superior to your peers. What happens to the first chakra if
the gloating feeling persists? Your ego creates an imbalance, and the first
chakra attracts samskaras of attachment. You start feeling entitled, a
negative shade of contentment.
An inflated ego also disturbs the balance at the second chakra, where the
feeling of calm gives way to smugness, a characteristic of arrogant
behavior, where even small things disturb you. If such behavior continues,
you care less about other people’s feelings. In such a heart, compassion
suffers. As a result, now your third chakra is disturbed.
So even small disturbances now make you insecure. Fear creeps in, and
you become defensive, disturbing the fourth chakra. Do you think there will
be clarity of conscience when there is fear and insecurity? There is only
confusion and unfounded worries. The fifth chakra is now off-balance, and
the chain of samskaras continues. When likes and dislikes sway you,
disintegration is bound to occur.
As I said earlier, whether it’s chains of steel or gold, they both tether
you. If you’re thinking that the pattern of triggers and cascades of emotion
sounds like a primer in modern psychology, you wouldn’t be far off. The
belief that our past experiences subconsciously determine our experience of
the present is widely held as the basis of most therapeutic work.
The concept of locating emotions on the body is finding greater
acceptance in the scientific community as well. Emotional body mapping is
an emerging area of research; scientists have created body maps for thirteen
emotions including happiness, anger, fear, disgust, love, sadness, and so on.
The striking aspect of these studies is that all the emotions are viscerally felt
in the chest region, which corresponds to the knowledge you now have on
the spiritual anatomy. Studies also show that the stronger the feeling in the
body, the stronger the emotion.13
But the origins of this knowledge can be traced to five thousand years
ago. In the great Indian epic, the Bhagwad Gita, Lord Krishna spoke of this
sequence of events:
When a human being dwells on the pleasures of sense, attraction
for them arises in him. From that attraction arises desire, the lust
of possession, and this leads to passion and then to anger.
From passion comes confusion of mind, then loss of
remembrance, the forgetting of duty. From this loss comes the
ruin of reason, and the ruin of reason leads a human being to
destruction.14
Remarkable, isn’t it, to see how science and spirituality converge and
offer insights that guide us on the path of inner development?
The quality of each chakra helps us rise above the samskaras that gather
at that chakra. By developing the quality of the chakra, we transcend its
opposites. For example, to rise above the swings of contentment and
discontentment, we cultivate acceptance, the quality of the earth element,
the first chakra. Likewise, to rise above calm and disturbance, we cultivate
peace. We can see how nature’s design helps us overcome the swings of
opposites.
The interplay of opposites is equally evident in the five elements. For
example, when the first chakra flowers, we cultivate greater acceptance
within. When the water element which represents courage and flexibility is
disturbed, such people lack softness. They lack softness and they are rigid.
Similarly, when the fire principle is shrouded behind samskaras, then
love is lacking. There is no drive or craving, and such people struggle with
self-motivation.
But before you extrapolate from this understanding, I need to point out
one risk. Let’s say you feel you’ve lost your drive. You may be tempted to
work on the third chakra to spark the fire. Or, to give yourself clarity, you
may decide it’s a good idea to clean the fifth chakra.
Slow down. Please.
Spiritual anatomy is an integrated system, and the chakras are
interconnected. The best approach for integrated development is to work at
the root. Always meditate on the first chakra, the heart chakra. When you
meditate on the heart chakra, its intuitive intelligence directs the spiritual
energies to work across all the chakras and bring them into a state of
integration. If five lights are connected to the same switch, they all glow or
dim simultaneously when you flip the switch. Similarly, when you meditate
on the heart, work happens across the chakras, and your heart regulates the
work. Focus on the essential practices and trust the inner sensei, your heart,
to guide the process.
About the journey in the heart, there is one more thing to point out.
During your stay here, you catch glimpses of what lies ahead in the form of
special experiences. In the early days of my practice, during one of my
visits to Babuji, I developed a peculiar state of consciousness that lasted for
a few days. In this state, I was totally carefree. Have you seen a dog
relaxing in the shade of a tree in the blazing hot summer? Nothing bothers
it. It slouches and enjoys the shade while the earth around it is scorched
away. Even if someone kicks the dog, it limps away and slumps back again.
My condition was something similar. I wanted nothing, and I needed
nothing. Even hunger didn’t bother me. If someone gave me food, I would
eat. Otherwise, I would meditate, stay absorbed, and relax. This lasted for a
few days, and then one day, Babuji looked at me and said, “You should be
in this condition 24/7.” I wondered why he said that and how he had such a
clear insight into the depths of my heart.
Many years later, I understood why Babuji commented on my condition.
I was given a glimpse of the spiritual condition of insignificance
(abhoodhiyat). This condition is a very, very advanced state that arrives
much later in the journey at the ninth chakra. But while I was still a
beginner, I got a taste of it. We get a taste of many other conditions that
await us. Such experiences inspire us to look forward to the journey.
Inspiration and experience await you in the coming chapters. The
journey at each chakra is described in detail. The conditions that are created
in the heart, the feelings one has during the journey, and the changes one
notices within oneself are explained. What would help you enjoy these
chapters the most is your own practice. Your practice opens the heart to a
level of cooperation where you match rhythm for rhythm, step for step, and
condition for condition, leading you to resonance with the higher self.
ASK DAAJI
How do I know I am progressing?
Poise
The feeling of the pervasiveness of the divine or a higher power kindles a
feeling of acceptance. You remain poised during times of calamities and
troubles and times of joy and excitement. A sense of balance is paramount
in this state. This means no undue attachment to anything. You expend only
as much emotional energy as needed by the task. You also refrain from
judging people and situations. An equal eye on all is appreciated here.
Kindred Feelings
During this phase, you feel like meditating more. You may also feel like
taking more sittings. These are welcome signs. Others who are on the
spiritual path feel like kith and kin. You feel camaraderie with them and feel
like spending more time with those who share similar goals. The motherly
qualities that develop in you make you a caring person.
ASK DAAJI
The qualities express when the chakras open in
meditation, and I’m working to imbibe them through the
AEIOU practice … so why don’t I exhibit these qualities
in my day-to-day life with the same intensity?
The sun shines for everybody, but only those who open their
doors and windows will enjoy its warmth and light. When it
rains, the farmer who has tilled the land and kept it ready will
benefit.
Your cooperation helps you benefit from the gifts of nature.
The first level of cooperation is your daily practice. When you
practice, you sensitize the heart to the changes you need to
make so you can grow. These changes come in the form of
inspirations of the heart. Inspirations like “be kind,” “don’t be
selfish,” “let it go, don’t react,” and so on. A sensitized heart
gives its guidance, and when you follow it, the inner energy of
qualities flows along with your actions. If the heart says “be
content” and you follow its guidance, then acceptance
blossoms in your consciousness.
But because of samskaras, the complexities and impurities
create inner resistance. There is constant adjustment you make
to let the heart prevail in such situations. The more you adjust
and cooperate, the faster you will see the development of
qualities. That’s why some people transform fast while others
spend years at it and the inner change still struggles to express
itself in the outer behavior.
Let me also remind you that when you get involved in the
self-development journey, you are busy working on yourself.
You may not notice how far you have come, but those around
you remark about your poise. They complement the positive
energy you carry.
The key here is to cooperate and keep moving, knowing
fully well that when you take one step toward the goal, the
Universe leaps to welcome your next step.
Restlessness Increases
I know, it sounds contradictory, but as you journey through the first chakra,
you may feel some restlessness. This is natural. As I described earlier,
restlessness is an expression of the soul’s eagerness to keep going further. A
discerning mind can feel the difference between restlessness for the goal
and the restlessness that arises from disturbance. Even if restlessness arises
from mundane matters, you can now deflect it to propel your journey. Your
poise helps you navigate the period of restlessness and helps you to
progress further.
Reflect on the experiences, qualities, and feelings at the first chakra. So
much to experience and if the beginning of the inventure is so action-
packed, imagine what awaits you as you reach higher levels of
consciousness.
SELF-REFLECTION
To have a deeper appreciation of the qualities you develop at
this chakra, consider writing two or three sentences that reflect
your inner state and feelings. Take the time to answer the
questions honestly, without judgment or fear of confronting
difficult emotions. Periodically review your answers (ideally
every six months) to gain insight and track your progress on
your personal and spiritual journey.
In the body, the settling place for the soul is the second chakra. For this
reason, the second chakra is also called the soul chakra or the spiritual
heart. At the second chakra, you experience the qualities of the soul, such
as peace and compassion. You feel the presence of the soul, and its
expansiveness dissolves the limitations of selfishness. The concept of mine
and his or hers or theirs becomes meaningless. You feel a sense of equality
in your heart, and there is peace.
What propels the move from the first to the second chakra is devotion.*
Each heart chakra represents a higher level of devotion developing
within you. Devotion for whom? you may wonder. For what? The word
devotion is derived from Latin, and it means “to vow your loyalty.” As we
journey toward the center, devotion is directed toward the goal: When you
commit to the goal with devotion, the motive force of your soul propels you
onward. Bodies connect through touch. Minds connect through thoughts.
Hearts connect through love. And souls connect through devotion. The
connecting link that the soul carries with it, the silken, invisible thread of
connection it has with the Center, is devotion. Devotion shows up in day-to-
day life in many forms. Your growing self-discipline, interest in the
practice, sense of reverence, love, and restlessness are all signs of growing
devotion. Growing devotion is important because as you move from one
chakra to another, the ascent becomes increasingly difficult. Besides
samskaras, there are other factors at play that test our resolve on the inner
journey.
First among these are the curvatures of consciousness. These are like
whirlpools that lure you in and keep you blocked. For example, you may
enjoy the peaceful condition of a chakra or the strong flow of power at
another chakra, and you want more of the same. Attachment to a state of
consciousness creates bondage. You get stuck there. I often get requests
from meditators who want to be “knocked out in meditation” or “drowned
in peace.” Imposing conditions on what experience you want in meditation
is an early sign of curvature. So meditate with an open mind, and please
look out for any preconditions that you may be imposing on your
meditation.
Devotion helps you escape the curvatures by creating restlessness for the
goal. Besides curvature, the upward ascent is made difficult because of ego.
“I am such a good meditator,” “My meditation is the best,” and “I am better
at overcoming samskaras than others” are some pitfalls of ego. Be vigilant
in detecting such thoughts and cultivate an attitude of humility. Your
devotion to a larger vision and a goal that inspires you will help.
Some may be wondering why we face these obstacles in the first place.
The spiritual anatomy project is for self-transformation. The Universe
should support you in such efforts. Why face obstacles, then? Once the
samskaras are removed, it should be smooth sailing.
What you think of as obstacles are actually protective barriers designed
by Mother Nature. Suppose there were no obstacles. Imagine all the chakras
connected in a straight line flowing down from the Center to the heart,
blocked only by samskaras. I don’t think anyone could withstand the flow
of that energy! It would be like releasing billions of gallons of water behind
a dam, in one go, by blowing up the dam. Everything would be swept away.
To avoid shattering the system, the energy is modulated so it becomes
tolerable. Little by little, you increase your capacity. Regular practice,
constant remembrance, and actively maintaining your meditative state
(AEIOU) all enhance and expand your capacity. The guru, in the
background, prepares the field at each chakra, so there is less resistance at
the consciousness level when you arrive.
Compassion Begins
At the second chakra, you feel the presence of the soul, and that dissolves
the limitations of selfishness. The concept of mine and his-or-hers becomes
meaningless. You feel a sense of equality in your heart. The feelings of
others touch your heart, and you feel moved to pray for one and all. This is
the beginning of compassion. On the foundations of acceptance and peace,
compassion begins to take root in the heart.
SELF-REFLECTION
Have you had moments in life when you felt at ease within
yourself and with the world around you? How do you feel
inside as you bring this to mind?
What does the word devotion mean to you? What are you
devoted to, and how does that align with your inner growth?
15.
The Third Chakra: Love
There once was a kingdom where each year the people picked a new king.
For one full year, the king would rule, and at the end of the year, he would
relocate to an island where he would live out the rest of his life and the new
king would take over. One year, when the new king took over, he asked
some questions about the island. Then he ordered a team to start building a
palace there. He also ordered a new city to be built around the island palace
— all to be completed by the end of the year. When the time came for the
king to make way for his replacement, he left happily to live in the new
palace he had built.
There is great wisdom in not settling for temporary happiness. It is
pointless to become a millionaire for a day and become a pauper the next
day.
This wisdom to not settle for temporary happiness takes root when you
arrive at the third chakra. The restlessness that started developing at the
second chakra comes into full swing at the third. Your heart is no longer
happy with these early visions of peace and acceptance. Now, you are
restless for the real thing, and the embers of restlessness spark the fire of
love— the very essence of life.
Understanding Love
Love is the engine of the world. It is the most beautiful thing we can give or
receive. It transcends the boundaries of this earth and stays with us beyond
our physical existence. In the spiritual anatomy project, the fire of love is
the transformative energy that elevates our being to a higher level. When we
reach the fire chakra, we gain a true perspective of love that is beyond what
we previously understood.
In our daily lives, we often refer to human love, which can be painful
and leave scars. However, there is another kind of love that develops in us
as we progress, which is divine love. It is a flame of pure feeling that can be
poured out with confidence and will never disappoint us. Delighting in this
love will transform us and those around us.
Divine love is like a rare and sublime flower that we cultivate within our
hearts, and its scent can carry us away from everything else. It is the key
that opens the doors, a luminous vibration that twinkles even in the least of
our cells. As we advance toward our spiritual goal, we become imbued with
this energy and feel its effects.
Love rejuvenates our subtle bodies, and at its zenith it modifies the
vibratory structure of our being. It is a dimension too subtle to be measured
or quantified, and it belongs to a realm beyond the material. I hope that
scientific research in this area will help us to bridge the gap between the
material and the subtle, and to better understand the pivotal role of this rare
and subtle energy.
From love spring many qualities, foremost among them being
compassion and empathy, the fragrances of a humane heart.
Volatility of Emotions
Most of us carry a heavy burden of samskaras at this chakra. The
aftereffects of anger and irritability settle here. Anger is a tricky one, and
even advanced practitioners struggle with it. When we are angry, we often
cause hurt, tension, and conflict, and often the people we hurt the most are
our loved ones. To overcome anger and use it to our benefit, we need to
understand anger’s true nature and purpose.
Anger is the energy we need for improvement. When the anger is
channeled to disrupt the status quo and improve oneself, it becomes
righteous anger. At the third chakra, we understand the true role of anger
and learn to channel it toward self-improvement with patience, practice, and
a compassionate heart.
A helpful tip for managing anger is to postpone it. Postponing anger is
like the ripening of an alphonso mango. The raw green mangoes can cause
blisters in the mouth if you eat too many right away— but allow them to sit
for a few days, and one morning the entire home is filled with a sweet
fragrance announcing that the mangoes are ripe. The next time you feel
angry, make a conscious decision to postpone your anger and allow it time
to transform. Give yourself some emotional space, and you’ll find that in a
short amount of time, your anger will transform into sweet compassion.
SELF-REFLECTION
Recall a recent time when your heart was moved by the
suffering or distress of another person. What does this
experience tell you about your capacity for love and
compassion?
At the end of each day, ask yourself this question: “Did I
pour enough love into my day today?”
16.
The Fourth Chakra: Courage
One stormy night, a young man crossed a river to see his beloved. He
grabbed on to a log floating downstream and arrived at her home, soaked to
the bone. Ecstatic to see him, she asked how he had climbed up to her
balcony. He said he had used the rope she had left for him, but she denied
leaving any rope. They then discovered that the “rope” was a snake hanging
from the balcony. The next day, after the storm had passed, the young man
returned home and found that the log he’d used to cross the river, was, in
fact, a corpse. Love had blinded him to the dangers and gave him the
dauntless courage to reach his beloved.
As we advance from the fiery energy of the third chakra to the calming
energy of the fourth chakra, the pitch of love begins to soften. This doesn’t
mean that love has disappeared, but rather that it has matured and become
more serene. In the third chakra, emotional turmoil can conceal the pure,
divine love within us. But as the turbulence settles at the fourth chakra, love
comes to the forefront. The fiery energy is calmed by the soothing touch of
water.
Upon reaching the fourth chakra, your consciousness shifts, and you feel
reassured. Previously, you may have felt like you were pushing forward on
your own, but now you sense guidance and support coming to you. Even
though it’s a feeling you can’t quite explain, nevertheless it brings calm and
marks the start of true courage. As you come to understand that you are not
alone on your journey, you feel more settled.
SELF-REFLECTION
Note an example of when you were receptive to the feelings of
another person even though you disagreed with their
perspective. Did that take courage?
How does this feel compared to times when you disagreed
with a person and were not receptive to their perspective?
17.
The Fifth Chakra: Clarity
ASK DAAJI
Daaji, I would like to make better decisions faster. How
can meditation help me?
“Compound interest is the eighth wonder of the world. He who
understands it, earns it; he who doesn’t, pays it.” Sometimes, I
think about this quote (often attributed to Einstein) in a
different context: Making good decisions. On average, we
make hundreds of decisions every day. When we make good
decisions, they have a compounding positive effect on our
lives, and when we don’t, we suffer the consequences.
One very important gift of a meditation practice is
discernment. A meditative mind can quickly discern, What is
good for me? What will help me evolve? What is ennobling for
me? When such clarity exists, decisions are made faster, even
with less information. As we progress in the Heart Region,
discernment keeps getting refined and we experience greater
clarity, the quality of the air element.
Often, we think it’s the big decisions that matter most. For
example, whom to marry, which career to choose, and so on.
But decision-making is not a one-and-done deal. Decisions
form a continuum, where many smaller decisions come before
and after the bigger ones. When we steadily improve our
batting average in making good decisions, we will become
better in achieving our goals.
Meditation will help you improve your batting average. It
clears the way for the impulses of the heart to surface
unobstructed. When we listen to those impulses and act, the
decisions we make are good for us.
In our journey to the Center, mastery over the Heart Region symbolizes
an awakening of inner wisdom. At the start of our journey, we struggle with
the ups and downs of life, the opposites that are part of human existence. As
we grow in wisdom, we learn to make peace with the opposites. Over time,
we move beyond the limited idea of making peace to accepting life with a
cheerful heart. As we continue to grow, the heart’s wisdom transforms
cheerful acceptance into unprecedented spiritual openness, where we accept
everything as a gift from the higher self to help us transform. We become
like the blooming lotus that thrives in the pond water. Others may think the
water is muddy or dirty. But the lotus, in its wisdom, embraced the same
water and transformed into something beautiful and graceful. Such wisdom
makes one eligible for the gift of liberation.
SELF-REFLECTION
Call to mind a time when you responded to a situation with
clarity without any need for the drama of your emotions
getting in your way. What helped you act with such clarity?
How did this make you feel?
Think of a time when you felt guided within, when you just
knew what was needed in that moment. Did you trust that
feeling?
18.
Freedom from Freedom: The Gift of the Heart
Picture this. It’s evening and you are in your study, absorbed in a book,
when you remember that it’s recycling day tomorrow. You speed through a
few more pages to get to the end of the chapter, then head out to get the
recycling ready. Just then, the dryer beeps, indicating the laundry is done.
It’s also time for your tea, so you put the kettle on and head to the laundry.
By the time you finish unloading the warm clothes from the dryer, the kettle
whistles for your attention. You pour the hot water into your mug and let it
saturate the tea bag, watching the brown currents diffuse into the water as
you walk back to the study. You settle back into the book and a few pages
in, you realize: “The recycling!”
We are all familiar with such a situation. You leave what you are doing
to do something else. On the way, you get sidetracked by another task and
forget what you originally set out to do. You might brush off the episode as
a side effect of multitasking, but a team of researchers at Notre Dame has a
more sympathetic view. In their fittingly titled paper “Walking Through
Doorways Causes Forgetting,”17 the researchers coined the phrase doorway
effect.
The doorway effect refers to the phenomenon of people forgetting things
when they walk through a doorway. This can occur because the doorway
acts as an “event boundary” in memory. As you move from one doorway to
another, your mind discards information that is not immediately necessary,
often resulting in forgetfulness.
Why are we discussing the doorway effect? Wait a minute. I’ve
forgotten. … Joking aside, think of levels of consciousness as doorways;
our descent from the Center to the current level had us moving through
many doorways. The change in event boundaries made us forget the
original home. We have forgotten why we are here, what is real and what is
an illusion, what is permanent and what is temporary.
Your spiritual anatomy project creates a reverse doorway effect,
whereby when you ascend through each chakra, a doorway of
consciousness, the memory of the original home becomes stronger. As you
master the heart chakras, you raise your consciousness to a level where you
start remembering what was forgotten. It’s as if you were asleep for a long
time and woke up to a new life, a liberated life.
What Is Liberation?
After crossing the Heart Region, your consciousness is mostly free from the
weight of samskaras. You have lightened the load to a level where you
attain the freedom to choose your next life. This is what liberation means.
You could think of liberation as passing from high school to college. Your
life here on earth, this dimension, is like a school where you learn the
lessons needed to progress onward. Liberation implies that you learned
what was needed, and now you can move to a higher level of
consciousness, the next dimension that awaits you. While liberation doesn’t
preclude the possibility of returning to this dimension, it transforms the
experience from a mandatory cycle into a voluntary journey.
Achieving liberation allows you to reach greater heights of
consciousness in this life. In the journey, at the second chakra, you start
feeling the pleasant effects of liberation, and you attain liberation only after
you cross the fifth chakra. But there are many more chakras to cross and
regions to cover beyond the fifth chakra. Once liberated, you have the
opportunity to keep going and complete the journey.
What happens if you don’t attain liberation? Whatever good deeds you
do in your life grant salvation to the soul, which is much different from
liberation. Salvation is a respite for some time from the cycle of life and
death. It is a period of rest for the soul during which the soul receives help
from the spirit guides (the wise ones who train and guide souls) on working
through the areas that need improvement. The soul contemplates these
lessons and prepares the blueprint for the next life. Once the period of rest
ends, the soul incarnates and the cycle resumes. Liberation, on the other
hand, confers total freedom to choose when and where you want to be born
if you choose to.
ASK DAAJI
What is the best quality a human being can have?
When someone asks where we feel things, we point to the heart. If someone
asks where we think, we point to the head. But where does your sense of
self, your ego, live? You can’t pinpoint a location. That’s because the ego is
an illusion. But it’s necessary because it endows the soul with identity.
To appreciate the need for ego, imagine the soul at the moment of
creation. It is now separate from the Source. All around it is the celestial
boom of creation and the Universe in a state of frenzied expansion. In such
a setting, the soul was gripped with fear and the illusion of estrangement. It
needed an anchor. So it looked hither and thither and said, “I am.” The
feeling of “I” created from that time onward took the form of ego. And in
its purest form, the ego gave the soul the support it needed in finding
meaning and purpose.
For this, we should be grateful to the ego. But instead, we see the ego is
railed against in the harshest terms as the enemy of the soul and the reason
for the downfall of a human being. The ego is blamed as the root cause for
prejudice, greed, jealousy, dominance, and everything else horrible that
humans inflict upon each other and on nature.
But it’s not a fair assessment. Brashness, arrogance, and hubris are all
adulterations of the ego. As it happens, the ego can be your best friend or
your worst enemy. I find it ennobling to refer to the ego as a dear friend
who has unconditionally offered us limitless resources to help us on the
march through the Mind Region and toward the Center.
In the coming chapters, as we learn more about the Mind Region, We
will clarify the pivotal role of ego in making our spiritual journey a success.
For now, I request that you be sympathetic to the idea of ego. Don’t judge it
as good or bad. Instead, appreciate the necessity of ego in self-development.
ASK DAAJI
Daaji, I have seen systems and scriptures recommend
meditation specifically on the sixth chakra. Should I do
so?
SELF-REFLECTION
Can you give an example of a situation involving others where
you responded with poise, confidence, and the delicacy that the
situation required to provide a favorable outcome for those
others?
What have you learned about yourself from these
situations?
21.
The Seventh Chakra: Stillness
There is a parable attributed to Buddha that goes like this: One day, Buddha
asked his disciples to bring him a cup of water from a nearby pond. When
they returned with the water, Buddha asked them to drink it. However, the
water was dirty and murky, and the disciples couldn’t drink it. Buddha then
told them to set the cup aside and wait. After some time, the dirt settled to
the bottom, and the water became clear and drinkable.
Stillness creates clarity. It creates the space for inspiration to be
transformed into insight. Famous people like Archimedes, August Kekulé,
and Marie Curie all made discoveries in moments of relaxed awareness
where the mind was still and essential, invisible truths revealed themselves.
In today’s fast-paced world, stillness is vital. Otherwise, we miss out on
the beauty of life. Imagine a vibrant, velvety rose unfolding its petals and
releasing its sweet fragrance into the air. If you are on a flight, you won’t
notice a thing. Even when you’re in a car or running at a fast pace, you may
not notice it. But if you stand still in front of the flower, you can appreciate
its entire beauty. Mind is the fastest thing in the Universe. If the mind is in a
storm of restlessness, can you appreciate the beauty blooming in your
heart?
Your spiritual anatomy project invokes inner stillness from day one.
Meditation infuses your consciousness with a stillness that helps anchor the
mind. By the time we arrive at the seventh chakra, the dimension of
stillness that reveals itself leaves us spellbound. This region is also called
the Paracosmic Region, meaning something that’s vaster than the cosmos.
It’s an immense region of consciousness.
ASK DAAJI
Daaji, I often hear about the mystical powers of the yogis,
especially astral travel. Can you talk more about this?
Astral travel has been a popular subject in pop culture books
and movies, including Star Wars: The Last Jedi, in which Luke
Sky-walker projects his avatar across the galaxy to confront
Kylo Ren and his army. While these creative depictions are
entertaining, astral travel is meant for spiritual work.
When you are at the seventh chakra, astral travel becomes a
possibility. Astral travel enables a yogi to go wherever the
work demands. The subtle body is sent to the area of work with
the intention of completing the work and returning. The yogi
can also send the subtle body to many locations at the same
time. In the world outside, we travel from one place to another.
In the inner world, the journey is such that you go nowhere and
yet your presence is there where you will it.
Albert Einstein once said, “He who can no longer pause to wonder and
stand rapt in awe, is as good as dead; his eyes are closed.” Our journey at
the seventh chakra infuses us with stillness of a most refined quality. The
stillness within gives birth to awe, igniting the journey of the next chakra.
SELF-REFLECTION
Have you had experiences of intuition when the chatter in your
mind is silent?
How do you think your life might change the more you listen
in silence to your heart?
22.
The Eighth Chakra: Surrender
In the jagged wilderness of the Jalini Forest in the kingdom of Kosala, there
lived a dacoit who killed travelers and collected their right-hand pinky
fingers as souvenirs.23 He wove these fingers into a garland, which he wore
around his neck. The morbid display of his kills earned him the name
Angulimala, meaning “the one who wears a garland (mala) of fingers
(anguli).” The legend goes that he had slain 999 people and was awaiting
the one thousandth victim to complete his garland.
One fateful day as he prowled the forest for his next victim, he saw a
monk strolling alone. By that point, everyone in the kingdom knew of the
dacoit’s viciousness, and no one dared walk the forest alone. Yet here was a
monk, enjoying his walk alone. Angulimala bolted to pin down the monk.
But as he lunged for the monk, the monk seemed to float farther away.
After a few failed attempts, frustrated, he roared, “Monk! Stop now!”
The monk, none other than the Buddha, turned around, and his eyes met
Angulimala’s. In those moments, the dacoit saw the unending depths of the
Buddha’s eyes.
“I have stopped,” the Buddha whispered. “When will you stop?”
The Buddha’s kindness and loving sympathy dissolved Anguli-mala’s
hate and rage. A mere glance and a few words transformed Angulimala. He
fell at the feet of the Buddha and sought redemption. It is said that
Angulimala became a disciple of Buddha and even composed scriptures.
What Angulimala experienced was awe. A profound moment where you
come across something so surreal, majestic, and limitless that all your ideas,
conditioning, and frameworks dissolve. In these moments of awe, the
human spirit transforms.
Modern-day psychologists studying awe describe it as a spiritual, moral,
and aesthetic emotion.24 The towering granite cliffs of Yosemite, the
limitlessness of the Pacific Ocean, the moving beauty of a Vermeer, the
profound depth of a meditation— such experiences fill you with awe. In
such transcendent moments, you rejoice in your smallness. Toward the end
of your journey in the Paracosmic Region (the seventh chakra), you begin
to experience awe, which comes to its zenith in the eighth chakra. You
witness a shift in your consciousness that creates quietude in your heart.
Quietude is an attitude of enrapture where, in silence, you are drawn toward
something far greater than you.
Such awe from spiritual experiences helps sublimate the ego.
Overcoming the ego by forced subservience to a grander ideal is artifi-cial,
and it does not work. But when you experience something greater and feel
your connection with it, the resulting awe helps you focus on that greater
ideal. In this way, the ego shifts focus from I, me, and myself and looks up
to thee, thou, and thine.
Chit Lake
The constant flow of thoughts that descends from the mind is
generated by a chakra called chit lake. The word chit means
“consciousness,” and Chit Lake conveys the source from
which thoughts descend. The current, or thought flow, from the
Chit Lake descends, passes through the fifth chakra, and
divides into three branches— two of them flow toward the first
chakra, and the third branch flows toward the second chakra.
During meditation, the Chit Lake gets cleaned, and as a
result the flow from the Chit Lake is also clean. The excessive
thoughts that bother us during meditation are also calmed as
the Chit Lake is purified. In the early days of your practice, the
perceived color of the Chit Lake is grayish. As you advance,
you perceive a brilliant ruby red color at this chakra.
The Point of Knowledge and the Point of Passion
Near the Chit Lake are the twin Points of Knowledge and
Passion. These two Points, which almost touch each other, are
inseparable. If you work on one, the other is also worked on.
Knowledge Point is all about the knowledge you need. This
point is very active in intellectuals, but don’t confuse the
opening of the Knowledge Point with becoming all-knowing in
one fell swoop. It is more that whatever knowledge is needed
comes to you effortlessly. For example, any confusion you may
feel in the early days of practice is replaced with the assurance
that whatever knowledge is necessary will descend.
The Passion Point is all about stirring of passion. It’s likely
that as you cross the eighth chakra, the passion you feel
surpasses even what you may have felt during your teenage
years as, out of nowhere, the mind is overwhelmed with sexual
thoughts. (This can come as a distressing surprise to anyone
who arrives at the eighth chakra in their old age; often, at some
level we like to believe that passions have left us behind.)
Many people want to suppress their passion because they
think it’s not conducive to spiritual growth. But by doing so,
they will also suppress knowledge. When Knowledge Point is
active, you activate Passion also. When you cut passion, you
cut knowledge as well. So, forcefully repressing passion
through thoughts is not advisable. A better way is to allow
moderation to develop through regular practice and cultivating
the right attitudes. Some advanced practices for Point A
meditation and cleaning at Point B also help; you can learn
these from a preceptor.
As you move forward from the eighth chakra, the state of surrender
blossoms to create a new level of openness to life. Even without us being
aware, we accept everything that comes our way without judgment. The eye
is fixed on the goal, and the feeling of one’s insignificance as compared to
the grandeur of the Source takes root in the heart.
SELF-REFLECTION
Can you recall an example of how you let go of a situation in
life? What did that teach you about yourself ?
Would a life not guided by seeing things as good and bad
bring you comfort and peace?
23.
The Ninth Chakra: Insignificance
Once an emperor drew a line on the floor with a piece of chalk. Then,
looking at his courtiers, he said, “I want you to shorten this line. But you
can’t erase the line or break the floor.”
When no one could figure out how to shorten the line, the king’s favorite
minister stepped in. He took a piece of chalk and drew a longer line right
next to the one the king had drawn. In an instant, the line drawn by the king
became shorter.
Drawing a new line changed the perspective. The sublimation of the ego
is a similar exercise. If you try to annihilate the ego by force, it doesn’t
work. But when you change your perspective and look up to something far
grander and magnificent, then the heart is filled with appreciation. It longs
to become one with the grander idea, and the ego supports this endeavor.
Such a life-altering perspective occurs when you enter the ninth chakra. You
enter a state where you feel you are born into a new world.
The ninth chakra is the region where the balance tips between you and
the Source. Up to this point, our life was centered around I, and the higher
self, the Thou, was in the periphery. At the ninth chakra, you are re-centered
around Thou, and the I dissolves away even from the periphery. After a
considerable ascent, rising above the clouds, for the first time in your
spiritual anatomy project, you have a direct view of the Source. The feeling
so near, and yet so far, which was a constant companion until now, is gone.
Your heart knows that you are in the presence of the Absolute.
This experience leaves such a deep impact on you that an automatic
meditative state develops in the heart. You may be running to catch a flight,
mowing the lawn, cooking dinner, or even in the middle of an argument, but
through all this, within you, the meditative state continues undisturbed.
Constant remembrance, which until this point was a practice you cultivated,
is now as automatic as breathing.
Radha, the spiritual companion of Lord Krishna, was thinking of
Krishna and slipped into meditation. As she meditated, her heart called out
Krishna. Krishna. Krishna. … After a time, the form of Radha changed into
that of Krishna. And then, Krishna started thinking of Radha and called out,
Radha. Radha. Radha. …
The story is not about Radha or Krishna. It’s about how in the journey
you have come to a place where your call echoes in the Center. So far, you
were seeking the Center, and now the Center seeks you.
Conditions Experienced at the Ninth Chakra
Extending the analogy of the small line and the big line, your heart now
perceives the Source throughout as if every beat is a reminder of its
presence. Wherever you look, you feel the radiance of the Source flowing.
The birds, flowers, insects, plants, air, water, people— all are from the
Source; this feeling is predominant. The heart overflows with feelings of
tenderness, and such a tender heart bids farewell to all ill will and prejudice.
From the ninth chakra on, the ego sublimates into humility. The more
you allow your heart to yield, the humbler and more loving you become.
And is there any limit to how much the heart can yield? We come from
infinity, we merge into infinity, and our capacity to love is infinite. The
more the heart surrenders, the more love flows through you.
From this region onward, your conscience is clear like spring water, and
your weaknesses appear more clearly to you. Any inclination of the ego to
dominate others feels torturous. Even the slightest wrong thoughts create
whiplash within, and instantly you repent by correcting your thoughts and
praying for forgiveness.
ASK DAAJI
What happens to my soul after I die?
SELF-REFLECTION
Have you experienced a feeling of overwhelm brought on by
too many choices? How did you overcome this feeling?
What are your thoughts at this point about the importance
of humility in order for you to grow further spiritually?
24.
The Tenth Chakra: Belongingness
Belongingness
The intimacy with which the Absolute becomes everything and one’s ego
sublimates totally is something to behold. This is not a conquest of
dominance and authority. It’s a story of melting away in love. While at the
ninth chakra, you had a view of the Source; once you enter the tenth chakra,
you feel the proximity to the Source. The proximity makes you feel I and
the Absolute are now one. There is no difference between us. Everything
that is of the Absolute is also mine.
When this sense of “ mine-ness” grows, it spills over into all aspects of
life. At work, home, in the community, anywhere you may be, the openness
of your heart and your very presence inspires others. The usual motivations
like more money, more power, better visibility, and so on are all superseded
when belongingness takes center stage.
Think of this example: A storm is coming. A window in your home is
broken. The glass is shattered, and you don’t have money to fix it. What
would you do? Likely, you would borrow money, call in a favor, or get
creative with some other materials to fix the window. Whatever it takes, you
would fix the window. Why? Because you have the sense that you must
take care of your family. The sense of belonging creates the urgency to care,
to protect, to nurture, to nourish, and, most important of all, to love.
Sameness
Belongingness matures into sameness. There is an old wives’ tale that
couples who age together start resembling each other. While that tale, like
many others, is debatable, what isn’t debatable is that by the time you arrive
at the tenth chakra, you have spent years loving, revering, thinking, feeling,
and becoming like the Absolute. The purity and simplicity of your heart, the
humility of ego, and the fervent song of prayer have all created a likeness
between you and the Absolute. After all, what is the Absolute? It is you in
the purest, simplest state.
Starting at the tenth chakra, sameness develops, and it continues as you
go onward in this region. The idea of a creator and the creation starts to lose
its hold on you in this chakra because you don’t see that separation as
vividly anymore. Your gaze shifts higher, and you are looking at the horizon
toward the origins of the First Mind.
SELF-REFLECTION
Can you recall examples of paying careful attention to the
thoughts arising in your mind because you realize the impact
of your thoughts and intentions on others?
What do you imagine it might feel like if you see yourself as
part of everything in the Universe? How might that awareness
expand your consciousness?
25.
The Eleventh Chakra: Restlessness
As you begin this chapter, I invite you to meditate for a few minutes on the
meaning of these two words: life and existence. If you have a journal handy,
write a sentence or two about the meaning of each word. If it’s easier, write
down your responses on this page itself and mark the date, so when you
revisit, you can see how your answers change over time.
Describing experiences is a tricky affair. It’s like describing a rain-bow.
Anyone who has seen a rainbow can attest to its beauty and grandeur. But to
put it into words is a challenge. Regular journaling helps you to develop the
vocabulary to put into words what is felt in the depth of the heart.
In my understanding, existence is eternal. When existence becomes
encapsulated in a body, it becomes life. Your life has a beginning and an
end. But existence is a continuum. Your body has a life, and your soul has
an existence. A hint that you have completed the journey at the tenth chakra
is the realization that there is an eternal, universal existence. In your heart,
you feel the universal existence and feel its flow from the Center. Whatever
shapes, forms, and colors life may take, they all flow in the continuum of
existence.
While lives can be many, existence is but one. You knew of this before,
but at the tenth chakra, you have the conviction of your experience. You
know that you are eternity itself. When this feeling matures, then you are
ready to plunge into the eleventh chakra.
The experience of universal existence gives you a vision of the Source
from which everything, including you, sprang forth. Home is in sight, the
feeling similar to taking the exit for your hometown after a daylong road
trip: You’re so close you can taste it. With the anticipation of that final step
— becoming one with the Absolute— whatever peace and bliss propelled
you to this moment evaporates, and you become restless with yearning.
You are now in the wellspring of restlessness. And thankfully so.
Restlessness is your best vehicle for growth. Think about it: At each stage,
restlessness for the next stop helped you make progress. When you got to
that next stop, the result was peace. Thereafter, restlessness kicked in again
to propel you further.
Unrelenting restlessness and a sense of urgency is essential for success
in material or spiritual realms. In a span of two years, a young Isaac
Newton created calculus and offered some foundational ideas about
gravitation, and in his quest to understand light and lenses, he even ended
up sticking a needle in his eye. Many years later, when someone asked him
how he worked out gravity, Newton replied, “By thinking continually.”26
Edison, a prolific inventor talking about his light bulb invention, said, “I
have not failed. I’ve just found ten thousand ways that won’t work.”
Likewise in the spiritual realm, there are so many examples of
unrelenting restlessness that led to human flowering. One day, a disciple
asked Ramakrishna Paramahamsa, a great saint, why he was so restless in
his devotion. Ramakrishna replied, “The restlessness is like a fish
swimming in the ocean of devotion. Without restlessness, the fish would
become stagnant and die. Similarly, without restlessness, the devotee’s
spiritual progress would come to a standstill.”
In our journey, restlessness is the forerunner, and the condition we
experience from all this restlessness is pain. Not intolerable pain, but
growing pains akin to the pain of a butterfly breaking free from the shackles
of the cocoon. It is pain that makes you a new you. Science shows this, too:
When people are afflicted by pain and trauma, those with a strong spiritual
core emerge resilient. They use the pain to create a new version of
themselves.27
But remember, we don’t go around seeking restlessness and pain. The
Heartfulness Way is the natural way. Whatever comes, we take it and use it
for progress. Also important to understand is that the restlessness I am
describing here is spiritual restlessness. Unlike the restlessness triggered
because of an ailment or some other inconvenience, spiritual restlessness
thrives as an undercurrent in the heart inspiring you to keep moving. There
is great joy and fervor in this silent undercurrent that keeps propelling you
onward.
At the tenth chakra, the restlessness and pain trigger a condition that can
be described as “nonpeace peace.” Try to imagine a lump of salt without
saltiness. It looks the part, feels the part, but its key essence— its saltiness
— isn’t there. Something similar happens with peace at the eleventh chakra.
It feels like peace, but there is no peacefulness there, only the agitation to
move. Enveloped in this most beautiful restlessness, you continue to
progress in the Region of the Absolute.
SELF-REFLECTION
Does your restlessness for spiritual growth make it easier for
you to accept daily challenges at work and in the family? Do
you have an example of a recent challenge that you cheerfully
accepted?
What is the greatest lesson you have learned from
something that you have repeatedly struggled with in your life?
Has this lesson inspired you to embrace your human foibles
with humility?
26.
The Twelfth Chakra: Settledness
SELF-REFLECTION
Can you relate to the experience of settledness and surrender?
How might you describe the situation in your spiritual journal?
Can you imagine what it might feel like to be settled within
to the extent that there is no conscious awareness of separation
from others?
PART 8
So far in the yatra, every experience you’ve had led to gaining knowledge.
When someone says, “I know how to drive a car,” it means that person has
experience driving it. Our experience accumulates to become knowledge.
The experiences in the Heart and Mind Regions helped you gain knowledge
of those regions. When you arrive at the Central Region, the ego is
sublimated, so the notion of experiencing in the traditional sense
disappears. When you and thou become one, there is only unity of being. In
that sense, the experiencer and the experience have almost become one. Do
you see the conundrum? Over time when one reaches this stage, the
conundrum resolves itself in the depths of one’s being.
The finest type of superconsciousness pervades the Central Region, but
that is not our goal, either. Much in the way children play with dolls or a
doctor’s kit, a yogi plays with consciousness. What we have access to is
only a symbol of what we hope to obtain. What we seek is the potentiality
that is the cause for consciousness and then going beyond it toward ultimate
Reality. By ultimate Reality, I refer to the original condition of nothingness.
It is such a light state that even purity, simplicity, and peace seem dense and
heavy in comparison. It is beyond the reach of senses and perception.
Our swim in the Central Region is the most expansive of all the regions.
To give you an idea of its immensity, Babuji has written that the first
seer who entered the Central Region after creation is still swimming toward
the Center and has made it halfway. In yogic literature, especially the
Upanishads, there are a few mentions of the Center (referred to as Bhūmā).
For example, the Chandogya Upanishad has this verse: “In which one sees
nothing else, hears nothing else, understands nothing else, that is Bhuma.
But that in which one sees something else, hears something else, understand
something else is finite. That which is Bhuma (infinite) alone is immortal,
and that which is finite is mortal.”28
Upon entering the Central Region, the first thing that one experiences
are the feelings of universal existence. As one proceeds, one swims through
rings of splendor, seven of them. During the swim through these, one goes
through various conditions. After all this, one reaches the ocean of infinity,
from where the swim to the Center, the thirteenth chakra, begins.
If you think the Center is far out of reach and wonder if you need to know
all this, you do. You belong there. It is the rightful place, and your real
inheritance awaits you. We are passing through a special moment in time
where Mother Nature has opened a window to offer us a quantum leap in
this very life into the Center. The way is open, the method is available, the
means are simple, and the field is prepared. What it takes is a heart that
wants it all— and you are one of them, even if you don’t realize it now. The
impulse that drives you within will keep you moving forward. So, cast aside
any skepticism you have about not making it. Persevere with enthusiasm,
and you will not regret it.
28.
The Thirteenth Chakra: Nothingness
Entering the Central Region marks the apex of the journey from matter to
energy to Absolute. At the time of creation, absolute vibration from the
Center gushed out and transformed into energy that further transformed into
matter. When you reach the Central Region, your consciousness has
evolved from the material level to subtler levels, reestablishing resonance
with the Center.
By the time one arrives at this stage, every cell of the body has been
purified. All complexities and emotional baggage have been purged from
the system, and one is at the highest pitch of purity. Such a transformation
results from the unwavering, diligent, devoted commitment to self-
transformation.
Up to this point in the yatra, there had always been a polarity that had to
be resolved. In the Heart Region, the play of polarity was with emotions:
contentment-discontentment, calmness-disturbance, compassion-
displeasure, courage-discouragement, and clarity-delusion. In the Mind
Region, the polarity was distilled to the soul versus the Source, the lower
and higher selves. When one enters the Central Region, the play of polarity
ceases. This is the realm of nothingness.
Words fall woefully short of the experience of nothingness. Most
descriptions of the Center are limited and use metaphors or negation-based
language. However, the description I want to share is more like a
travelogue, providing details on the weather and winds of the realm of
nothingness. Babuji conducted extensive spiritual research on the Central
Region. In this effort, he was guided mainly by Lalaji, and the hierarchy of
elevated souls also supported Babuji. Using this body of research and my
own experiences, I hope to offer a glimpse into this extraordinary realm.
I pray that someday, you will know it for yourself.
Eternal Existence
In the Central Region, the aspirant experiences a profound sense of
existence that permeates every aspect of their being. It’s like their heart
becomes a playground for the entire creation, and they feel the continuum
of existence. This feeling arises because the aspirant’s consciousness has
evolved to such a state that they have transcended beyond consciousness to
the potentiality that creates consciousness.
In this elevated state of being, the aspirant’s consciousness becomes all-
pervasive, and they feel the Universe pulsating to the rhythm of their heart.
The experience of eternal existence becomes vividly real, and the aspirant
realizes that existence is not just limited to their physical form, but it
encompasses everything in the Universe.
This heightened state of existence continues with the realization that
existence is eternal and is not bound by time or space. The aspirant becomes
aware of the timelessness and infinite nature of existence, where everything
is interconnected, and there is no separation between the self and the
Universe. Such a high state is a rare achievement, but much more lies
ahead.
SPECIAL WILL
There is one aspect of Brahmagati that I would like to explain
further. Whoever is in this state, whatever they offer in an
affirmation, it shall come to pass. This is called special will.
Special will can even affect the workings of nature. This
infallibility of will is, in fact, the real interpretation of the
characteristic feature of Brahmagati.
Special will admits no doubt or misgiving. The negative
ideas are out of the realm of your imagination. Only that which
is affirmed, which is “to be,” remains in sight. Confidence
grows so strong that nothing contrary can ever stand in the
way. One does not try to dispel doubts; there is no doubt at all.
Once, a father and son were skiing down the wintry slopes
of a steep mountain. Looking down at a patch where fresh
powder had fallen the previous night, the father said, “Son,
watch out for the rocks and those trees with bent branches.”
The son, staring intently ahead, said, “What rocks and trees? I
see only the trail.” Such clarity and certainty are the
quintessence of special will.
The special will is used for spiritual work and to fulfill
nature’s orders. But that doesn’t mean you cannot benefit from
it. You can take inspiration from such a mindset and avoid
harboring thoughts of failure or disappointment. Before
starting any work, offer the affirmation that it’s completed
successfully, and then begin the task in remembrance of the
divine.
The promise of human life is the opportunity to make the quantum jump
from where we are now into the Center. Life on Earth as a human being is
the opportunity to evolve willfully. Right up to the human level, evolution
has been automatic. As a human being, you get the chance to make the
jump into the Center. I pray that you adopt the highest as your real goal and
practice like never before to evolve your consciousness and rightfully claim
the spot that awaits you in the highest.
SELF-REFLECTION
What plans might you put in place to help you evolve your
consciousness?
Can you imagine living a life in which everything flows
without thought or analysis or worry or reaction, and
everything that happens is perfect for the circumstance?
Conclusion
In meditation, we close our eyes and open our hearts. The open heart
receives the gift. Appreciating the gift is gratitude, and gratitude creates a
condition in our hearts. When we allow the condition to carry us, we soar
toward love. That love within creates reverence for the Absolute. As we
grow in reverence, the heart attracts waves of grace. As we ride on the
waves of grace, submission begins. Submission creates serenity, and in
serenity begins surrender. The state of surrender leads us to merger.
Each meditation is a love story. It is the union of the soul with the higher
self. It’s the journey of the drop becoming one with the ocean.
Let yours be a journey with love overflowing in the heart. Love that
drowns you because without drowning in love, there is no rising. With all
my heart, I pray you bask in love and cherish oneness on this journey that
begins and ends in the deepest recesses of your heart. The way can be
narrow and dark. At times it can seem lonely and overwhelming. The ascent
can be steep and slippery. But remember what you seek is within you. I
know the way and I am here to help you and support you at every step. I
hope you soar toward infinity and become one with it. The best gift you can
give to the Universe is the gift of your transformed self.
GLOSSARY
Please note that alternative common spellings are given after some words,
for example: samadhi or samaadhi. The phonetic spelling of each Sanskrit
word is put in parentheses after the word, for example: abhyas or abhyasa
(abhyaas).
how connecting deeply with our chakras can open our hearts, minds, and
souls.
“The challenge for so many of us is how to achieve our purpose in the face
of modern life. Through Spiritual Anatomy, Daaji offers us the path to take
our fragmented lives and integrate them to achieve our highest potential. He
also reminds us that the path to elevated consciousness is always through
the heart.”
—James R. Doty, MD, Professor of Neurosurgery at Stanford
University School of Medicine, and bestselling author of Into the Magic
Shop
“Using awareness and meditation as tools for health, Daaji’s work brings a
most valuable heart into the field of healing science. Daaji gifts readers an
important resource for traversing personal transformation.”
—Sharon Salzberg, New York Times bestselling author of
Lovingkindness and Real Life
“Daaji offers a profound road map and guide, a reveals our opportunity to
actively engage the chakras in our spiritual journey.”
—Lisa Miller, PhD, Columbia professor, and New York Times
bestselling author of The Spiritual Child and The Awakened Brain
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